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Yes today i am haveing no of those days where anything and everything is just pissing me off like i cant stand it any more i want to move out.. yeah i am just haveing a phase and i will get over it but right now i am for real I have evey one my boyfriend would rather hang out with his weird ass friends than me yeah i kinda feel bad just because I ditched him last night to be with my friend but we are always with his friends.. but he never wants to hang out with me and my friends it eather him and his friend or just me! and its like well how about we all go to the mall or something but no me and you are me you and your fucking friends!I dont no why i am bitching b.c i love him and he great but just to day everything is pissing me off soo i will be over thing all by tomarrow or somthing... and it was soo weird my mom asked me to go shopping and i was like NO!!! and she was like what is your problem to day my god!!!Yeah so did you guys here about that kid that died at mt. holly Yeah well then night that i heard that i had a dream that the samething happened to me! so i was kinda excited to day my mom called in about this puppy! so we might be gettin a puppy and i am just way soo excited for once to day!:(!!! so i was thinking about this to day what an i going to do after high school? I was like i really dont no what i want to do yeah i want to be a hair stylest but then i was like do i really want to do that for the rest of my life? but i am thinking about movieing down to florida and do something down there and then again i was like i hate school soo much you no but i really dont want to leave i am going miss miss every one soo much like people are going to be partying more and so that leads to drinking that leads to stupid things that might lead to death and i am very scared to die i dont want to die.... so my parents are going to get remaried september of my senior year and my mom and dad said that i cant go i am soo pissed and i was like thanx i am glad you guys love me! I cant wait till spring break this year.. Myrtle beach south carolina there will be me and Kelsey and Chris it is going to be so much fun...!! me and kelsey are going to have her portable dvd player and we are going to brong every movie we own ... its going to be sweet i cant wait the only thing is that we are going to drive down there and it going to be soo boring but that why are bring the dvd player... and i cant drive down there because my dad would never in a million year let me drive his truck even if it was a piece or shit ever now that i have been in a car accident :-\ so tippy left for D.R and so meg and me and Kels were going to spen the night at her house while she was gone well meg siad she was going to spend the night at kelseys house becasue her mom knew that tippy was gone so megs mom called to kelsey house and they were not there so megs mom called meg cell phone and she said she was going to come get her from kelseys house and she was like well i am already home and she was soo she goes gets meg and was like soo what did you guys do last night and shes like we just watched movies an stuff and shes like no you didnt what did you really do and megs like oh shit okay we spent the night at tiffanys house and shes like well you are going to tell tiffanys mom that you spent the night and so megg called me like a millon times this morning and told me all that soo she has to tell tiffanys mom and tiffanys mom is going to kill meg awe poor megg ..:( I really want a job i dont no why my mom wont let me get a job..:-\ I kinda want to work at the tanner... but i think you have to be 18 and i dont want to work there in the summer b.ecause i have a job for the summer....Camp LLL rock myu world;) I love Usher..!:) i wish i wish I wish I wish for some one elts' life!:( any one but mine... any one want to trade....