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Past Abuse, JohnLock hurt/comfort
anonymous
September 30 2013, 12:29:51 UTC
TW: Abuse, probable underage depending on the filler
John doesn't think much about his childhood, but who does? And when he does, he figures it was pretty normal.
When he and Sherlock start a relationship, though, even though Sherlock doesn't much understand a lot of social norms, he can tell something's wrong. Maybe it's the scars on John's body that John can't explain. Maybe it's the way he seems weirdly skittish about actually having sex, even though he never refuses. (Please do not have Sherlock going ahead with having sex despite John's nervous/unenthusiastic body language.) It's a mystery, and besides that, someone hurt John. Sherlock intends to find out.
Angst, hurt/comfort, Sherlock poking his nose into John's past, and going slow and careful with their relationship, please!
Bonuses:- John hardly remembers anything from before he turned 18, but thinks this is normal
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Re: Past Abuse, JohnLock hurt/comfort
anonymous
October 1 2013, 01:49:10 UTC
Oh, it's definitely real, I'm the poster girl for dissociative amnesia. The weirdest things can trigger a suppressed memory to surface. 20 years later, and I still get the occasional surprise memory popping to the surface, like an oil slick in the Gulf of Mexico.
My most recent trigger was brushing my teeth with a new type of toothpaste - the taste triggered the memory of brushing my teeth after a particularly violent sexual assault, which brought back the whole memory. Brand new tube of toothpaste, straight into the trash.
Re: Past Abuse, JohnLock hurt/comfortsheneyaOctober 1 2013, 06:19:34 UTC
It can go both ways as well, I have a friend who knows they were abused as a child, but when they talk about it, they can black out for the rest of the day, sometimes to the point of reacting violently or passing out and waking up in hospital with no memory of the day before.
Re: Past Abuse, JohnLock hurt/comfort
anonymous
October 1 2013, 06:07:28 UTC
Fourthing! I've dealt with this issue too. (There was a fic I was reading and lost track of where Sherlock deduced abuse in John's past by looking at photographs. . Anyone know what happened to that one?)
Fill: No Refuge from Memory: 1/bcbzofdeathOctober 4 2013, 07:51:44 UTC
He gently pulled away from her kiss and took a step back. She looked at him, puzzled. His cheeks flamed with embarrassment and he rubbed the back of his neck. “I’m sorry, Sarah. It’s just…well…I’ve been alone a long time…and with everything…I’m just not ready
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I really like the way you've slipped in bits of disordered thinking--better person than John deserved and so on. It builds the atmosphere well without overdoing it.
John doesn't think much about his childhood, but who does? And when he does, he figures it was pretty normal.
When he and Sherlock start a relationship, though, even though Sherlock doesn't much understand a lot of social norms, he can tell something's wrong. Maybe it's the scars on John's body that John can't explain. Maybe it's the way he seems weirdly skittish about actually having sex, even though he never refuses. (Please do not have Sherlock going ahead with having sex despite John's nervous/unenthusiastic body language.) It's a mystery, and besides that, someone hurt John. Sherlock intends to find out.
Angst, hurt/comfort, Sherlock poking his nose into John's past, and going slow and careful with their relationship, please!
Bonuses:- John hardly remembers anything from before he turned 18, but thinks this is normal ( ... )
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My most recent trigger was brushing my teeth with a new type of toothpaste - the taste triggered the memory of brushing my teeth after a particularly violent sexual assault, which brought back the whole memory. Brand new tube of toothpaste, straight into the trash.
Thirding this prompt!
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(There was a fic I was reading and lost track of where Sherlock deduced abuse in John's past by looking at photographs. . Anyone know what happened to that one?)
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1)I just got into this fandom so I have no idea how to write John/Sherlock
2)I can't write angst well.
So I fifth it :(
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Will be interested to read more!
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Reading this, it just hit me - and I don't mean to be funny - parts of John's brain, the earlier memories, are in cling film too... Nice metaphor.
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