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Ok, seriously though...... when can i catch a break?
The last 2 weeks have been, what one might call, hellish. If I'm to be completely honest with myself, the last, oh probably 3 months have been really bad.
Between the totally screwed up sleep, waaaay too often migraines, horrible pain flairs and serious stomach issues, things have just been really tough. And I keep saying that they seems to be looking up, but if, again, to be totally honest with myself, but they're not.
Oh, for those of you who haven't heard (which I'd be surprised if you did ‘cause it happened yesterday) Gabe got a job!!! According to him, he is the "office b*tch" of Jenny Craig! Pay's not amazing, but we get a massive discount on food, which will help. And hey, any money coming in will help! And while I’m really happy that things are getting better for him, I’m a little frustrated that things are working for him, but not me. But I am really happy for him, as frustrating as it can be.
And the main point of this post is to apologize to everyone about how out of it I have been lately. I’ve been barely able to leave the house, or even answer the phone most of the time! And the longer it lasts, the worse I feel, but I can’t seem to pull myself out of it. I’m really going to try to do things better and make some phone calls to you important people. I really hope to see you guys, and now, I’m going to try (and probably fail, but I hope not) sleep.
I’m going to write more when I can, try to explain things a little bit, both so you guys can know and to help me sort some things out, but I feel now is not the time. Hope you guys are doing well.
*OH, I forgot to note one of the few good things in my life! Since you might have figured out since he as a job there, Gabe and I joined Jenny Craig to lose some weight. So far, after 4 weeks, I have lost 11.2 lbs and he has lost 16 lbs. They warned us that he was going to lose a ton in the beginning and then plateau, and I will keep losing, but I still hate him/am proud of him. So yeah, keep your fingers crossed for us, and make sure we stay on track ;)*
The last 2 weeks have been, what one might call, hellish. If I'm to be completely honest with myself, the last, oh probably 3 months have been really bad.
Between the totally screwed up sleep, waaaay too often migraines, horrible pain flairs and serious stomach issues, things have just been really tough. And I keep saying that they seems to be looking up, but if, again, to be totally honest with myself, but they're not.
Oh, for those of you who haven't heard (which I'd be surprised if you did ‘cause it happened yesterday) Gabe got a job!!! According to him, he is the "office b*tch" of Jenny Craig! Pay's not amazing, but we get a massive discount on food, which will help. And hey, any money coming in will help! And while I’m really happy that things are getting better for him, I’m a little frustrated that things are working for him, but not me. But I am really happy for him, as frustrating as it can be.
And the main point of this post is to apologize to everyone about how out of it I have been lately. I’ve been barely able to leave the house, or even answer the phone most of the time! And the longer it lasts, the worse I feel, but I can’t seem to pull myself out of it. I’m really going to try to do things better and make some phone calls to you important people. I really hope to see you guys, and now, I’m going to try (and probably fail, but I hope not) sleep.
I’m going to write more when I can, try to explain things a little bit, both so you guys can know and to help me sort some things out, but I feel now is not the time. Hope you guys are doing well.
*OH, I forgot to note one of the few good things in my life! Since you might have figured out since he as a job there, Gabe and I joined Jenny Craig to lose some weight. So far, after 4 weeks, I have lost 11.2 lbs and he has lost 16 lbs. They warned us that he was going to lose a ton in the beginning and then plateau, and I will keep losing, but I still hate him/am proud of him. So yeah, keep your fingers crossed for us, and make sure we stay on track ;)*