LALALA
welll life been pretty... boring yet hectic? lately.
I work 3 or 4 nights a week, go to uni 3 or 4 days and sleep whenever i get the chance.
my job is fucked. i like it well enough, but one of my boss's is on a mission to make my life hell. she manages to make me feel like a total fuck up at least ONCE every shift. she's made me HATE food service with every fibre in my body. she's cut my shifts and cut me from bar shifts. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. FUCKKKKKKKK! oh well. i honestly don't care as long as i keep my job. that is the ONLY thing i care about right now - keeping my job. AHHH i MUST saveeeeeee $$$'s!!!
uni is actually going better now. for awhile there i was convinced i had absolutly no potential and was completly wasting my time on something i had no tallent in. but i think i just hadn't found my niche yet. i'm slowly learning that the fact that my style is different to everyone else's is ok. variety can be good to an extent. as long as i know the bounds of what looks good and what works then who cares if i don't use modern bold style. fuuuck that shit hahaha.
and i officially made the first thing i was happy enough with to print out and stick on my wall. that made me imensly happy. yay.
in other news:
it's starting to feel real and i'm getting incredibly excited about the prospect of traveling! only FOUR MONTHS!!! fucking hell that's SO soon. I will be finishing uni on the 6th of december ad i will be flying out between the 7th and the 10th of december. FUUUUUUUUCK! god damn this is the biggest risk i've ever taken in my life. and for anyone who really knows me well they'll know i'm not good with doing things that arn't planned out to the T. Not that i don't love spontinaity... cus i do... but i'm a list maker at heart, and until like 6 months ago i had my whole life planned out. now i'm off on a life changing adventure... i just hope it goes well... i just hope it goes at all. fuck if this doesn't happen for me i'll be crushed... but here's to giving it a go, taking a chance and running away *raises glass*.
hmmm other other news - getting eyes checked on thursday. hope i don't have to get permanent glasses. wud have a cry about that. blarg. love glasses, but fuck if i wanna have to wear them all the time... meh i prolly won't.
ok i'm off to watch grey's anatomy. this is my first uber post in awhile. feels fuckin good to write shit down too!
xxx
-Shez
I work 3 or 4 nights a week, go to uni 3 or 4 days and sleep whenever i get the chance.
my job is fucked. i like it well enough, but one of my boss's is on a mission to make my life hell. she manages to make me feel like a total fuck up at least ONCE every shift. she's made me HATE food service with every fibre in my body. she's cut my shifts and cut me from bar shifts. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. FUCKKKKKKKK! oh well. i honestly don't care as long as i keep my job. that is the ONLY thing i care about right now - keeping my job. AHHH i MUST saveeeeeee $$$'s!!!
uni is actually going better now. for awhile there i was convinced i had absolutly no potential and was completly wasting my time on something i had no tallent in. but i think i just hadn't found my niche yet. i'm slowly learning that the fact that my style is different to everyone else's is ok. variety can be good to an extent. as long as i know the bounds of what looks good and what works then who cares if i don't use modern bold style. fuuuck that shit hahaha.
and i officially made the first thing i was happy enough with to print out and stick on my wall. that made me imensly happy. yay.
in other news:
it's starting to feel real and i'm getting incredibly excited about the prospect of traveling! only FOUR MONTHS!!! fucking hell that's SO soon. I will be finishing uni on the 6th of december ad i will be flying out between the 7th and the 10th of december. FUUUUUUUUCK! god damn this is the biggest risk i've ever taken in my life. and for anyone who really knows me well they'll know i'm not good with doing things that arn't planned out to the T. Not that i don't love spontinaity... cus i do... but i'm a list maker at heart, and until like 6 months ago i had my whole life planned out. now i'm off on a life changing adventure... i just hope it goes well... i just hope it goes at all. fuck if this doesn't happen for me i'll be crushed... but here's to giving it a go, taking a chance and running away *raises glass*.
hmmm other other news - getting eyes checked on thursday. hope i don't have to get permanent glasses. wud have a cry about that. blarg. love glasses, but fuck if i wanna have to wear them all the time... meh i prolly won't.
ok i'm off to watch grey's anatomy. this is my first uber post in awhile. feels fuckin good to write shit down too!
xxx
-Shez