I'm in one of those parts of life when you just want to hit fast forward. I mean, even before I'd gotten into this wreck, I noticed that I'm in between being a child and a young adult. I need to escape my parents, but I'm not sure if I'm ready to move back to Baton Rouge ( Read more... )

I think I'm doing a great job at handling this breakup ( Read more... )

It's hard to say how I feel about my break up. Of course, I'm brokenhearted, but I was a little more prepared for this. I knew it was coming because I know his behaviors all too well. I shouldn't be familiar with what a breakup is with the same guy. How many times have we broken up? Who knows. It's not about me, really. Richie is in a bad place, ( Read more... )

I smell of rock n' roll ( Read more... )

I keep realizing how little substance there is in this open journal. What can I honestly say to the world that wouldn't be out of context? I always thought that entries like that were an obnoxious display of useless rhetoric ( Read more... )

I'm thankful for many things today. This year has been crazy. I've been in love, been broken hearted, been addicted to drugs, been down, been up. I've been here, there, everywhere. I've been the girl that you never wanted to let go of. I've been the girl you were happy to see go. I've been the hater of "that girl," but I've been "that girl" too. ( Read more... )

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So, I think I've compiled and consolidated my songs of this year into a simple list for now at least ( Read more... )

I have to stay out of the way. For one thing he's always been like a drug that I was once addicted to. And, what do recovering drug addicts do? They disconnect themselves entirely from that drug. I'm not up for a relapse, sir. I won't even give him the impression that I want something with him again. I don't. Even if the circumstances weren't ( Read more... )

( the old days! )