CHARAN LUVA woot woot
A wise man once told me that "Many of us believe that wrongs aren't wrong if it's done by nice people like ourselves"
hmm today i had an intersting conversation with Anu and Amena...i dunno how to categorize them anymore...once they were my best friends and now they are forever more past acquaintences. i would never classify them as enemies bc burning bridges aint my thing..."ain't nuthing but a g thang baby" ok ok...down to business.
I neenz hereby say to the entire world of LJ that becoming friends with amena and anu is like wishing to be excepted into hells fires. which is sumthin i'd neva ever want to do. U fool me once shame on u..u fool me twice shame on me. so ya lets get that straight. No today's conversation in lunch was not a CASA reunion...lmao thanx for all those who got overly excited about it..."omg u guyz were talking and smiling...everything back to normal?" wow...now let me explain.
Those of you who were fortunate/unfortunate to witness the conversation between the brown ones after bio..will understand the following entry.
i figured it was only right to make sure amena/anu didn't think that charan and i in any way are attacking them. it was just interesting bc the whole convo went basically like this....Amena agreed...amena nodded...amena looked concerned...amena looked cared...amena look worried...ya u get that point...Anu and i were the main ppl in this convo...and its weird when u are trying to talk to two ppl and one of them just looks at u...tho i dun mind being looked at but ya w/e...anu basic argument "it was wrong but hez my friend and i need to stand by his side" wow...first thought...and charan was just sum person u didn't know...u can stand up for keniel cuz hez wrong but even when u thought charan was wrong u left her....u made her feel alone...and u expected me to ditch her too...but then again every1 who is reading this must remember these are my thoughts my feelings...i just wish i could see beyong their facade...beyond their masked identies...maybe the reason i cant see is being they cant either.
anywayz i guess i just dun comprehend ignorance...a3odo billah en akoona men al jahileen. ya rab.
Anu was kinda like "how can u go on saying "i'ma get my lawyers on u"...and its like i had to do a step by step explanation to her...and amena i guess about exactly what u do when u feel threatened...i first off asked them if they've ever felt threated *blank looks* obviously no so i told them ...well wat do u think is the first human response to be threatened...and i dun remember what they said or wat anu said bc it was sumthin out there...anywayz the first human instinct is to threaten back. Ur being put in a situation where ur security is compromised and u obviously wanna have that other person feeling the same.
These wrist bands arent only a symbol of hate but also one of mockery to all those who are cancer survivors and anyone who had dealt with family having cancer or dying from it. how can u make a mockery of such a thing. how can u stoop so low to create this symbol of hate. i dun understand hate.
as i said before i dun hate amena/anu. i dun hate. if anything i look at our relationship as a lesson learned. Everything happens for a reason. we are only supposed to spend a certain amount of time with ppl...
[6:52 PM]: amena is being polite
[6:52 PM]: Politeness, n. The most acceptable hypocrisy. ~Ambrose Bierce, The Devil's Dictionary, 1911
lmao...i guess politeness could be a good word to describe her. she is the sweetest person in the world. neither her nor anu could never say anything bad about charan or i because they are "too nice". sigh...
i luv how Amena said they'd never been in a confrontation and Anu obliged to say "well *happily* i've been in one" lmao i guess that would the confrontation between charan/anu in bio where Anu was trying to proove she WASNT a drama queen. oh and btw....Anu kept on saying that my confrontation in bio was basically me yelling...i was like sure describe it which ever way u want i dun care...but alot of ppl said i wasnt yelling and if iwas why didn't murphy or traugh come out...seriously.
anywayz i dunno wat else to write...so comment and i shall answer...muahz to all and to all a goodnite
hmm today i had an intersting conversation with Anu and Amena...i dunno how to categorize them anymore...once they were my best friends and now they are forever more past acquaintences. i would never classify them as enemies bc burning bridges aint my thing..."ain't nuthing but a g thang baby" ok ok...down to business.
I neenz hereby say to the entire world of LJ that becoming friends with amena and anu is like wishing to be excepted into hells fires. which is sumthin i'd neva ever want to do. U fool me once shame on u..u fool me twice shame on me. so ya lets get that straight. No today's conversation in lunch was not a CASA reunion...lmao thanx for all those who got overly excited about it..."omg u guyz were talking and smiling...everything back to normal?" wow...now let me explain.
Those of you who were fortunate/unfortunate to witness the conversation between the brown ones after bio..will understand the following entry.
i figured it was only right to make sure amena/anu didn't think that charan and i in any way are attacking them. it was just interesting bc the whole convo went basically like this....Amena agreed...amena nodded...amena looked concerned...amena looked cared...amena look worried...ya u get that point...Anu and i were the main ppl in this convo...and its weird when u are trying to talk to two ppl and one of them just looks at u...tho i dun mind being looked at but ya w/e...anu basic argument "it was wrong but hez my friend and i need to stand by his side" wow...first thought...and charan was just sum person u didn't know...u can stand up for keniel cuz hez wrong but even when u thought charan was wrong u left her....u made her feel alone...and u expected me to ditch her too...but then again every1 who is reading this must remember these are my thoughts my feelings...i just wish i could see beyong their facade...beyond their masked identies...maybe the reason i cant see is being they cant either.
anywayz i guess i just dun comprehend ignorance...a3odo billah en akoona men al jahileen. ya rab.
Anu was kinda like "how can u go on saying "i'ma get my lawyers on u"...and its like i had to do a step by step explanation to her...and amena i guess about exactly what u do when u feel threatened...i first off asked them if they've ever felt threated *blank looks* obviously no so i told them ...well wat do u think is the first human response to be threatened...and i dun remember what they said or wat anu said bc it was sumthin out there...anywayz the first human instinct is to threaten back. Ur being put in a situation where ur security is compromised and u obviously wanna have that other person feeling the same.
These wrist bands arent only a symbol of hate but also one of mockery to all those who are cancer survivors and anyone who had dealt with family having cancer or dying from it. how can u make a mockery of such a thing. how can u stoop so low to create this symbol of hate. i dun understand hate.
as i said before i dun hate amena/anu. i dun hate. if anything i look at our relationship as a lesson learned. Everything happens for a reason. we are only supposed to spend a certain amount of time with ppl...
[6:52 PM]: amena is being polite
[6:52 PM]: Politeness, n. The most acceptable hypocrisy. ~Ambrose Bierce, The Devil's Dictionary, 1911
lmao...i guess politeness could be a good word to describe her. she is the sweetest person in the world. neither her nor anu could never say anything bad about charan or i because they are "too nice". sigh...
i luv how Amena said they'd never been in a confrontation and Anu obliged to say "well *happily* i've been in one" lmao i guess that would the confrontation between charan/anu in bio where Anu was trying to proove she WASNT a drama queen. oh and btw....Anu kept on saying that my confrontation in bio was basically me yelling...i was like sure describe it which ever way u want i dun care...but alot of ppl said i wasnt yelling and if iwas why didn't murphy or traugh come out...seriously.
anywayz i dunno wat else to write...so comment and i shall answer...muahz to all and to all a goodnite