Nov 19, 2008 19:06
Helllllllllo livejournal world... it's been a bit and I've been chillin. I was told to write in here more by none other than partner in crime, we're connected at the hip they say. :)...So I've been talking to this new guy that I met at a party last Friday...He's really sweet and nice so far...I don't know what it is but I kinda like him...He's a good kisser that's fo sho! lol and thats a plus in my book...but either way he's helping me get over you know who...which I still talk to and can't help but run back to when he calls, effing ridiculous. But now that I'm talking to this guy I feel a little bit stronger in that area. Like I would be able to resist more...Either way this new guy makes me feel beautiful and confident and thats just amazing.
School sucks! and I can't wait for it to be over...but next semester seems like it's going to be harder and thats scary. Ugh, I'm just so done with school but not at all. All i really want to do is play guitar hero and party with my friends, why can't that be my job, and then I'll go to school for fun, and just take fun classes instead of classes needed just to graduate. I don't wanna grow up!! I wanna be 21 forever!! except I'm already 23 and I feel like I should definitely be out in the real world soon, with real responsibility and a real job and all that fun stuff....Oh well all I can do is keep going and trying my best to just get done with everything.