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its to hard for me to write in this thing anymore, its like everything i do i erase before i update it.. i guess it just was not meant to be.. my lifes going well i guess, lately i'm not so sure, i'm happy about it general but sometimes i just wonder how long it will last.. how long.. this time.. but she tells me she wonders the same thing sometimes.. so it makes me feel better that i'm not just paranoid..