May 25, 2008 13:36
I'll write a more substantial post later, but I wanted to blog a revelation.
I was just looking through my MySpace pics and theres a few of Mark and I and for the first time I didn't feel anything, all I thought was 'Damn you were ugly!' hahahahahaha
So it's taken 4 months to completely get over him. I was over him about 1 1/2 months ago but was still hanging onto the way he treated me, but now, nothing.
As more goss than whinging... I was going through old emails last week and came across one that had been sent by someone who hacked into his hotmail last year and sent me an email he received from a kinky sex dating site, obviously trying to stir trouble. I didn't see it at the time, but there was his log in name and password in the email, so when I read it last week, I saw it and had to have a sticky beak hahahaha.
Now, I knew he liked his sex, as do most guys, but going through the msg's he received and sent, he's a complete desperate nympho! It's practically a website to find people for just sex haha. And there are msg's nearly every day to and from. Including all last year, including the days leading up and after he found out he was supposed to have got this girl preggers and couldn't come to Australia and was apparently devastated, including Christmas and New Year time when he was supposed to be nearly suicidal (but was actually shagging some chick). So yeh, felt a bit jipped and lied to about that.
But ha-ha, you're not very attractive and you suck.
(And he even lied in his profile, saying he had a big dick... sorry, it resembles a mushroom, false advertising!)
:D
hahahaha