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alright who seriously gives a damn whether jlo and marc anthony got married? cause i dont, so e! can stop talking about if they did or didnt. shut the hell up about it now. damn.
okay im alright now. it just pisses me off. theres more important things in the world then jlo and marc. what about reagan dammnit? why not talk about how he was a really cool actor before he became president? morons.
okay seriously im good now. so yeah after i bitched about my skirt, when i got up the next morning i was telling mom about how it was on sale and she was like well why didnt you order it? i think i had smoke coming out of my ears at that moment and i told her i didnt want to order it and then have her yell at me, and she just smiled at me like "awe how cute" so i ordered right after that. so yay it should be here just in time for my birfday, which is in like 8 days people. so yah i ended up not being able to go to matts graduation cause there were over 500 graduates so mom could only get 5 tickets and her and gramma got to sit in the auditorium and joe, ash, mike had to sit in another room and watch it on a big screen tv. im glad i went to a little high school. so anyways, mike came and got me and went to olive garden and it was so cute when we got into the car, and im busying myself with my seat belt and he taps me on the arm and i turn my head to look at him and he kisses me. and i was kinda taken aback, i wasnt expecting it. but he told me i looked good, and i was like okay, i just wasnt expecting that, and he was like well then i wont do it no more and i was like no its okay. i just wasnt expecting it. so anyways we got to olive garden and we kept chatting and didnt get out the car for like 20 minutes but i was in the middle of a sentence and i dont even remember what i was talking about but he leans over and takes my sunglasses and proceeds to kiss me more. at this point im thinking what the hell is going on? but something about the pink lip gloss i had on i looked really hot. so i made a mental note right then to wear that lip gloss constantly when around mike. lol. but yeah i guess from when we went out to the rib cook off and i felt kinda awkward cause i wasnt quite sure what i could and couldnt do and we didnt really kiss that night. and then to see him a week later and have just keep kissing me. it was like for 5 minutes i had my michael back, and things were back to the way they used to be, with him being affectionate and crap. but it was starting to broil in the car (it was like 80 outside and the car was in the sun) we went and reserved our table and it was gonna be like an hour so we went and sat outside and i leaned my head on his shoulder and he leaned over and kissed me on the forehead. it was so nice. so finally everyone else got there, and we went and ate. but mike had to work that night so he left alittle before all of us and i walked out to the car with him and he hugged me and asked me how i was handling everything and i said i was doing okay, that i thought he was just doing this to teach me to be patient and he laughed. but i told him whatever it took to make this all better. and he thanked me for being so understanding and patient and i just shrugged it off. as long as i dont think about the negative and scare myself im fine. so he left and then joe was gonna just take me home but i didnt want to go home so i went over mommys and hung with ash for about an hour. which was alot of fun. i havent giggled that much in about a month now. and right before i left ash gave me some more clothes that shes grown out of. and when i went to say bye to mom i was like i dont know when i'll be back, and she was like dont worry you'll be back. so obviously she doesnt think me and mike are gonna...uh..split...i didnt even wanna say it. ack. >stabs the thought< okay im back so yah. now im just sitting around now hoping that after mom comes from her dentist visit we will go to fashion bug. cause we got coupons and im excited. i think i like shopping to much. i need theraphy about it probably. ooooo i was talking to joe about what i should buy michael for our one year and joe was like you should buy him his x-box and i was like woah i dont have 130 bucks to buy that...plus mike said he was gonna buy that. so yeah, and wooo when i got home i tried on the pants that ash gave me and i did a little dance cause they make my ass look cute. so i was like WOOO! yeah im a loser. i know. ooo ooo ooo and ash invited me to go to vegas with them in december when they go for her national competion. instead of going to florida there going to vegas and its only like 350 for air and hotel and the money isnt due till october! WOOO! mike and joe are going to. so yah, ash wants me to go cause she knows that the boys will abandon her and go gamble and her mom probably will too and shes know i dont do that so me and her could walk around and see all the nifty shit. im excited but my mum hasnt answered me if i could go. and i have to find out from work if its allowed, id be gone for 4 day but i dont see why i couldnt. oh well. i'll figure it all out when it happens. okay im going now. buh bye
okay im alright now. it just pisses me off. theres more important things in the world then jlo and marc. what about reagan dammnit? why not talk about how he was a really cool actor before he became president? morons.
okay seriously im good now. so yeah after i bitched about my skirt, when i got up the next morning i was telling mom about how it was on sale and she was like well why didnt you order it? i think i had smoke coming out of my ears at that moment and i told her i didnt want to order it and then have her yell at me, and she just smiled at me like "awe how cute" so i ordered right after that. so yay it should be here just in time for my birfday, which is in like 8 days people. so yah i ended up not being able to go to matts graduation cause there were over 500 graduates so mom could only get 5 tickets and her and gramma got to sit in the auditorium and joe, ash, mike had to sit in another room and watch it on a big screen tv. im glad i went to a little high school. so anyways, mike came and got me and went to olive garden and it was so cute when we got into the car, and im busying myself with my seat belt and he taps me on the arm and i turn my head to look at him and he kisses me. and i was kinda taken aback, i wasnt expecting it. but he told me i looked good, and i was like okay, i just wasnt expecting that, and he was like well then i wont do it no more and i was like no its okay. i just wasnt expecting it. so anyways we got to olive garden and we kept chatting and didnt get out the car for like 20 minutes but i was in the middle of a sentence and i dont even remember what i was talking about but he leans over and takes my sunglasses and proceeds to kiss me more. at this point im thinking what the hell is going on? but something about the pink lip gloss i had on i looked really hot. so i made a mental note right then to wear that lip gloss constantly when around mike. lol. but yeah i guess from when we went out to the rib cook off and i felt kinda awkward cause i wasnt quite sure what i could and couldnt do and we didnt really kiss that night. and then to see him a week later and have just keep kissing me. it was like for 5 minutes i had my michael back, and things were back to the way they used to be, with him being affectionate and crap. but it was starting to broil in the car (it was like 80 outside and the car was in the sun) we went and reserved our table and it was gonna be like an hour so we went and sat outside and i leaned my head on his shoulder and he leaned over and kissed me on the forehead. it was so nice. so finally everyone else got there, and we went and ate. but mike had to work that night so he left alittle before all of us and i walked out to the car with him and he hugged me and asked me how i was handling everything and i said i was doing okay, that i thought he was just doing this to teach me to be patient and he laughed. but i told him whatever it took to make this all better. and he thanked me for being so understanding and patient and i just shrugged it off. as long as i dont think about the negative and scare myself im fine. so he left and then joe was gonna just take me home but i didnt want to go home so i went over mommys and hung with ash for about an hour. which was alot of fun. i havent giggled that much in about a month now. and right before i left ash gave me some more clothes that shes grown out of. and when i went to say bye to mom i was like i dont know when i'll be back, and she was like dont worry you'll be back. so obviously she doesnt think me and mike are gonna...uh..split...i didnt even wanna say it. ack. >stabs the thought< okay im back so yah. now im just sitting around now hoping that after mom comes from her dentist visit we will go to fashion bug. cause we got coupons and im excited. i think i like shopping to much. i need theraphy about it probably. ooooo i was talking to joe about what i should buy michael for our one year and joe was like you should buy him his x-box and i was like woah i dont have 130 bucks to buy that...plus mike said he was gonna buy that. so yeah, and wooo when i got home i tried on the pants that ash gave me and i did a little dance cause they make my ass look cute. so i was like WOOO! yeah im a loser. i know. ooo ooo ooo and ash invited me to go to vegas with them in december when they go for her national competion. instead of going to florida there going to vegas and its only like 350 for air and hotel and the money isnt due till october! WOOO! mike and joe are going to. so yah, ash wants me to go cause she knows that the boys will abandon her and go gamble and her mom probably will too and shes know i dont do that so me and her could walk around and see all the nifty shit. im excited but my mum hasnt answered me if i could go. and i have to find out from work if its allowed, id be gone for 4 day but i dont see why i couldnt. oh well. i'll figure it all out when it happens. okay im going now. buh bye