Whatever
There are a lot of things on my mind lately. There's just so much I want to say, I'm just never sure how to say it, when to say it and where to say it. I think I know who I want to say it to, but even that's a little fuzzy. Nothing is clear right now, nothing at all. I'm so confused it's unbelievable. I'm so tired of this whole game. Ok wow, I just typed about 12 different things and back spaced each sentance. I don't even know how to put into a sentance exactly what I'm feeling, if I even knew what that was. I don't know what I'm feeling right now about anything, come to think of it though, I'm not even totally sure of what I WANT to feel lately. I was thinking earlier today of what I wanted. I thought of different people, different things, I thought of a lot of different stuff all together. The thing is though, of the people I thought of, they weren't all who most would imagine. I don't know what I'm trying to say! I can't do this anymore---typing this is only making me more confused and more aggrivated cause I know I can't type what I really want to say.