What is a friend?
I don't think I could be anymore stressed out right now! That's mostly the reason why I have not updated in so long! In the past few days I have really realized who my true friends are! I have always been the kind of friend that is always there for the people I love. I have always believed that all of my friends are so amazing and are truly a catch for any guy! But it hurts so much when you watch your friends lower themselves to basically nothing for a guy! This is what has caused me to be so upset and stressed for the past few days! I have tried to be there for my best friend for the past month as she met a guy that has lowered her standards! My friend is a beautiful and an amazing girl and any guy would truly be lucky if he even had a chance with her! But recently, my friend has met a guy that treats her as if shes dirt! It's one of those relationships where she constantly has to apoligize for her own feelings! She shouldnt have to apoligize for her feelings....especially when she is hurt from him! She also constantly makes excuses for the hurtful things that he does to her! Why does she feel like she has to make excuses for him?!? These are just a few of the many things that have happened with her and him recently! I have tried to be nice and talk with her about it and simply be there...but this past weekend pushed me over the edge! On our ride home from a ridiculous incident that happened between them at a basketball game...her and I began to fight! What hurts me so much is that nothing has ever come between us! Now that suddenly this guy is in her life...we have been fighting all the time! I personally think it is soo selfish of her to cause this much trouble to our friendship especially when she knows that he has caused it! Well I got angry.....well I dont know if I should put it as "angry"....but I began to tell her exactly how I felt about the situation! I also told her exactly what everyone else had noticed but that she still refused to accept....he treated her like shit! I guess she became upset in return because she knew I was right she just didnt want to accept it! Basically...to make a really long story short....she ended up leaving me at home an hour later looking up movie times for her and I to see a movie while she went behind my back and went to a movie instead with him! And then the next day I found out she ditched me from my other friend...she couldnt even tell me! So I have realized...and I hope I am makin the right decision....that I shouldnt care anymore! Obviously it has come to bite me in the ass when I try to help her out! Obviously the only way she will learn is when he breaks her heart! I have tried to warn her but I have done nothing but put myself in a situation to hurt myself and loose my best friend! I am soo confused! What is a friend?!??! Because I have tried my best to be one recently and all I have felt is that I am losing my best friend! Please...SOMEBODY leave a comment with some advice as WHAT TO DO?!?! I need any help that I can get right now!!
On another stressful note...I have tests EVERYDAY this week! And on Thursday, I have been lucky enough to have 3 TESTS!! YES!! And I also have Saturday school this Saturday! Could my life seriously get any better right now?!?!?!
And just to add one more stressful note....I hate boys..AGAIN!!! Just to make this point extremely clear...I HATE DRUNK PHONE CALLS! I think it is one of the most immature and disrespectful things a guy can do to you....especially if he wants to have a chance with you! If a guy really likes you and wants a chance with you then he wouldnt call you when he's sober and make prank phone calls! So if he still feels the same way about you when he's drunk and still has respect for you, then he should'nt do it then either! It really is up there on one of the top turn offs for me....its just immature and ridiculous!
Also.......DJ has managed once again to let his anger out on me and be an ass! What number are we on now...like 3 times he has let his anger out on me?!?! I think we are goin for a record! Thats AWESOME!
I have Saturday school....I hope I can stay awake!
I need to go take a hot bath and relax and then get some sleep!
Dont forget to leave a comment with some advice...it would be greatly appreciated!
Hope everyone is having a better week than I am!
I love you all!
Goodnight!
On another stressful note...I have tests EVERYDAY this week! And on Thursday, I have been lucky enough to have 3 TESTS!! YES!! And I also have Saturday school this Saturday! Could my life seriously get any better right now?!?!?!
And just to add one more stressful note....I hate boys..AGAIN!!! Just to make this point extremely clear...I HATE DRUNK PHONE CALLS! I think it is one of the most immature and disrespectful things a guy can do to you....especially if he wants to have a chance with you! If a guy really likes you and wants a chance with you then he wouldnt call you when he's sober and make prank phone calls! So if he still feels the same way about you when he's drunk and still has respect for you, then he should'nt do it then either! It really is up there on one of the top turn offs for me....its just immature and ridiculous!
Also.......DJ has managed once again to let his anger out on me and be an ass! What number are we on now...like 3 times he has let his anger out on me?!?! I think we are goin for a record! Thats AWESOME!
I have Saturday school....I hope I can stay awake!
I need to go take a hot bath and relax and then get some sleep!
Dont forget to leave a comment with some advice...it would be greatly appreciated!
Hope everyone is having a better week than I am!
I love you all!
Goodnight!