Stuff about me and my life...
Current *special* memories in my head right now:
-The night me, Moo, & Manada & Steven went riding around Aubrey and went to "Village Hall". Sooo special.
-The night me & Moo rode around Aubrey in the "convertible" & Cody got mad 'cuz it wasn't really a convertible but it was okay 'cuz we sang BSB & N'Sync songs.
-The day me & Cody went to Memphis to the Flea Market. Ahhh... the handcuffs were quite special and I was just at the Flea Market place in West Memphis yesterday, where we stopped on the way home & bought me a ring...
-This past February when I went to Lance's & stayed the night.
*~*~*~*
Special friends that I miss hangin out with:
-Matt Stiles
-Steven Garmoe
-Manada & Moo
-Caleb, Ash, & Scott
-Cody
-Chantelle
*~*~*~*
Current thoughts in general:
Feeling like I'm not good enough for Devin; I feel like he's kind of ashamed of me 'cuz he hasn't really told many people we're goin out; It's like he's hiding it. And I feel like he's too busy for me... constantly.
*~*~*~*
Current pain in my heart:
I miss Cody. I hate it. I hate it so much. I dont wanna miss him. He's (one of) my best friend's boyfriend! I'm not supposed to miss him!!! After a while I trusted him enough to believe that he really did love me and that was a good feeling and I dont feel that with Devin. I dont trust him enough to believe he loves me yet; no matter how many times he says it.
*~*~*~*
01. I hurt: more than I should
02. I love: being around Devin
03. I hate: when me & him fight
04. I cry: more than I should
05. I fear: being alone... and Jack w/ a microphone & cupcake *Lmao Moo*
06. I hope: that me & Devin will stop fighting
08. I feel alone: without Devin
09. I kill: spiders *or else my mom does*
10. I talk: when I'm hyper
11. I listen: when you feel like talking
12. I break: ... I dont ... But me & Moo get broken
13. I see: my past repeating itself
14. I smell: nothing
15. I taste: nothing
16. I work: hard when i want something
17. I remember: the things I dont need to
18. I hold: onto my heart...its been broken enough already *Nice choice of words Moo*
19. I hide: from Samara
20. I pray: for Gran & that things get better with me & Devin
21. I walk: almost every stinkin day
22. I drive: my lil blue Taurus to the bus stop =)
23. I eat: Oooh! Pick me! pick me! I know the answer! pick me! FOOOOOD!
24. I burn: candles =)
25. I breathe: deeply when i cry
27. I miss: Daniel Qualls, Ian McClain, & Trent Yarberry
28. I touch: the keyboard and the mouse... duh dumbass
29. I learn: time can't heal everything
30. I feel: akward & too paranoid
31. I know: I'm not what you expected
32. I said: i would never do this again... and yet here I am
33. I dream: ... um ... not lately
34. I have: a boyfriend... finally... lol
35. I want: to be truly loved by someone
36. I fell: when I said I wouldnt
37. I wait: for time to tell
38. I need: Daniel around again
39. I live: with my mom and Jon and Babie
40. I sleep: sometimes
~*~*~*~
Have you ever...
01. Fallen for your best friend?: yes
02. Made out with JUST a friend?: wugha
03. Been rejected?: yes
04. Been in love?: once
05. Been in lust?: .....
06. Used someone?: not intentionally
07. Been used?: yeah
08. Cheated on someone?: .....
09. Been cheated on?: yeah...
10. Been kissed?: Yup
11. Done something you regret?: yeah
Who was the last person...
12. You touched?: My mom
13. You talked to?: My mom
14. You hugged?: My mom
15. You instant messaged?: Moo
16. You kissed?: Devin
17. You had sex with?: no one
18. You yelled at?: dunno
19. You laughed with?: Devin
20. You have a crush on?: I had a crush on Devin till he asked me out...
21. Who broke your heart?: Cody :-\
Do you...
22. Color your hair?: I did for the first time a week and a half ago
23. Have tattoos?: Not me
24. Piercings?: ears
25. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?: You should have gathered that by now *Devin*
26. Floss daily?: Well..........
27. Own a webcam?: no
28. Ever get off the computer?: yupperz... nowadays I do
29. Sprechen sie deutsche?: How'z about Shebby dont.... know...
30. Habla espanol?: I'm learning! El lobo esta abburrido! lmao...
Have you/do you/do you have...
40. Considered a life of crime?: Neh
41. Considered being a hooker?: Um... Shebby dont
42. Considered being a pimp/pimpette?: Uh... sorry... no
43. Are you psycho?: My shrink says I'm normal
44. Split personalities?: When Peter died they all came back... *lol Moo*
45. Schizophrenic?: These little voices are telling me not to answer that *Shut up Dory*
46. Obsessive?: Nah not anymore
47. Obsessive compulsive?: Um...
48. Panic?: Panic is a first in this relationship
49. Anxiety?: Naw
50. Depressed?: I try not to be
51. Suicidal?: Nahhh...
52. Obsessed with hate?: no
53. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore?: no
54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them?: No
55. If you could be anywhere, where would you be?: Somewhere with Chantelle or Devin
56. What would you be doing?: w/ Chantelle: Being stupid | w/ Devin: talking
58. What are you listening to?: Mine & Devin's song "I'm Lost Without You"-Blink182
59. Can you do anything freakish with your body?: Double-jointed arms! GO ME!
60. Chicken or fish?: Chicken. Fish is gross
61. Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be?: kitten
Current Clothes: grey pants w/ USA on the butt, last year's red christmas dance shirt
Current Mood: Tired n confused n stuff...
Current Music: hey dumbass... #58
Current Taste: none
Current Hair: straight, dark, & red
Current Annoyance: Devin's at a friend's house... a GIRL friend's house
Current Smell: dont smell anything...sorry
Current thing I ought to be doing: cleaning
Current Desktop Picture: Billy Martin *Gahhh he's hott*
Current Favorite Music Group: Something Corporate or Blink 182, I guess
Current Book: Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul on Tough Stuff *shun me*
Current DVD In Player: Finding Nemo
Current Refreshment: none
Current Worry: what's to come for me and Devin
Current Crush: Damnit I dont have crushes!
Current Favorite Celebrity: Daniel Parten {{Did I say that out loud?}}
FAVORITE...
Food: stuff... I guess... yeah... Stuff.
Drink: Tea & Dr. Pepper
Color: black, red, grey, hot orange...
Shoes: my Fakinstocks
Candy: I dont really like candy. I like donuts tho!
Animal: kittens
TV Show: Power Fuse, IMX, & Degrassi
Movie: LOTR! LOTR! OOOH! LOTR!
Dance: just... no... dont go there
Vegetable: Dunno
Fruit: Strawberries
ARE YOU...
Understanding: Sometimes
Open-minded: sometimes
Arrogant: Not
Insecure: too much so
Interesting: Suuuuuuuure..... ;)
Friendly: i think so
Smart: I try
Moody: Can be
Childish: around manada and moo I am
Independent: Not so much but sort of
Hard working: When I want something
Organized: hayl no
Healthy: I dunno
Emotionally Stable: Nope
Difficult: sometimes
Attractive: Dunno... Ask someone that's NOT ME
Bored Easily: Gawd, that was stupid.
Thirsty: Not really
Responsible: Eesh... i try
Sad: not as much
Happy: when I'm with Devin
Trusting: not at all
Talkative: Oh yes
Original: yes
Different: very differentiated
Unique: Different, unique... same thing
Lonely: yeah, somewhat... even tho I have Devin
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
Kill: no one
Slap: someone who shall remain nameless
Look Like: No one
Be Like: no one
Talk To Offline: Chantelle... I miss dat girl
Name: Shelbi Nycole
Nicknames: Shebby, Shelli, Shelbo, 30 Cent, Pocket Change... "hey... uh... you"
Parents nicknames: Like *I* know!
Hair color: dark brown n red
Birthday: 09 10 89
# of candles to appear on next bday cake: 15
Siblings: 2 brothers -- Jonathan, 11; Kelby, 25
Righty or lefty?: Righty
How do you describe yourself: Something else... lol
What's your sign?: Virgo
Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend?: Boyfriend.... Devin
On Friends...
Best Friend(s): Devin, Daniel Q, Ian M, Chantelle, Moo, Manada, & Morgan M
Friend(s) you go to for advice?: Manada and she gives some of the best!
Friend(s) you have the most fun with?: Devin, Manada, Moo, Daniel Q, Chantelle, n Morgan M
Friend(s) you've dreamt about?: Prolly all of 'em at one point
Friend(s) your tell secrets to?: Devin knows most of 'em but that's it
On Dating...
Long or short hair?: oooh lala with the long hair
Dark or blond hair?: I like redheads and brunettes... dont like blonde guys
Tall or short?: not too tall, not too short
6 pack or muscular arms?: both
Mr. Sensitive or Mr. Funny?: both
Good grrL or bad grrL?: I'm sorry, what?
Dark or light eyes?: Those dark mysterious eyes
Hat or no hat?: BEANIE BEANIE BEANIE!! ... or not
Pierced or no?: dont matter
Freckles or none?: Dont really matter
Stubble or neatly shaved?: shaved
Rugged outdoorsy type or sporty type?: um.... whatever... no jocks please
All American, homey G, or grunge?: oh gah.... kill it
Accent or American?: whatever
********
Set a body part on fire for amusement: cant say that I have...
Been in a car accident: Yep
Been hurt emotionally: Doy
Kept a secret from everyone: yes...
Had an imaginary friend: Peter was my imaginary boyfriend but he died
Wanted to hook up with a friend: With a guy friend, yeash
Cried during a Movie: a few
Had a crush on a teacher: uh no bob scott
Been in love: once
Had your heart broken severely: yesss.....
Missed someone you loved: Every day
Ever thought an animated character was hot: YOU SICKO!
Had a New Kids on the Block tape: Joey McIntyre was the closest to that
Cut your hair: Yeah I cut my bangs sometimes
> > >--------------FAVORITES-------------- > >
Shampoo: Pantene Pro-V
Color: black, red, grey, hot orange... havent we been over this already?
Day/Night: late afternoon & night
Summer/Winter: fall n winter
Lace or satin: Lace annoys me
Cartoon Characters: Pikachu... lmao
Food: iono
Candy: dont like candy... Like donuts... And we've been thru this already!
Drink: Tea & DP.... GAH! Get it thru your head!!!
Fave Advertisement: LOTR movies :-D
Fave Film: LOTR movies :-D
Fave Ice Cream: no... just... dont
Fave Subjects: English/Lit
> >--------------NOW-------------- > >
Wearing: the same thing as earlier
Drinking: nothing
Thinking about: tomorrow
Listening to: once more! BLINK 182!!
> >--------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS-------------- > >
Cried: yeah...
Worn a skirt: Hayl no!
Cleaned your room: Nope
Done laundry: Nah
Drove a car: nope
> >--------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------------- > >
Yourself: not really -sulk-
Friends: depends
Santa Claus: Naw I gave up on him when he stopped givin me the right presents lol
Tooth Fairy: She stopped comin
Destiny/Fate: Yeah... Everything happens for a reason
Angels: Sort of... :-\
Dragons: No not really... No, Smaug died! he's dead. no mroe dragons since.
Faeries/Fairies: Nehh
Ghosts: Somewhat
> >--------------FRIENDS AND LIFE-------------- > >
Who's your 3 bestest friends in the whole world: Daniel Q, Chantelle, Ian M
Who's the loudest out of your friends: Oh gah... Chantelle or Daniel
Who's the weirdest out of your friends: Manada or Jabana
-The night me, Moo, & Manada & Steven went riding around Aubrey and went to "Village Hall". Sooo special.
-The night me & Moo rode around Aubrey in the "convertible" & Cody got mad 'cuz it wasn't really a convertible but it was okay 'cuz we sang BSB & N'Sync songs.
-The day me & Cody went to Memphis to the Flea Market. Ahhh... the handcuffs were quite special and I was just at the Flea Market place in West Memphis yesterday, where we stopped on the way home & bought me a ring...
-This past February when I went to Lance's & stayed the night.
*~*~*~*
Special friends that I miss hangin out with:
-Matt Stiles
-Steven Garmoe
-Manada & Moo
-Caleb, Ash, & Scott
-Cody
-Chantelle
*~*~*~*
Current thoughts in general:
Feeling like I'm not good enough for Devin; I feel like he's kind of ashamed of me 'cuz he hasn't really told many people we're goin out; It's like he's hiding it. And I feel like he's too busy for me... constantly.
*~*~*~*
Current pain in my heart:
I miss Cody. I hate it. I hate it so much. I dont wanna miss him. He's (one of) my best friend's boyfriend! I'm not supposed to miss him!!! After a while I trusted him enough to believe that he really did love me and that was a good feeling and I dont feel that with Devin. I dont trust him enough to believe he loves me yet; no matter how many times he says it.
*~*~*~*
01. I hurt: more than I should
02. I love: being around Devin
03. I hate: when me & him fight
04. I cry: more than I should
05. I fear: being alone... and Jack w/ a microphone & cupcake *Lmao Moo*
06. I hope: that me & Devin will stop fighting
08. I feel alone: without Devin
09. I kill: spiders *or else my mom does*
10. I talk: when I'm hyper
11. I listen: when you feel like talking
12. I break: ... I dont ... But me & Moo get broken
13. I see: my past repeating itself
14. I smell: nothing
15. I taste: nothing
16. I work: hard when i want something
17. I remember: the things I dont need to
18. I hold: onto my heart...its been broken enough already *Nice choice of words Moo*
19. I hide: from Samara
20. I pray: for Gran & that things get better with me & Devin
21. I walk: almost every stinkin day
22. I drive: my lil blue Taurus to the bus stop =)
23. I eat: Oooh! Pick me! pick me! I know the answer! pick me! FOOOOOD!
24. I burn: candles =)
25. I breathe: deeply when i cry
27. I miss: Daniel Qualls, Ian McClain, & Trent Yarberry
28. I touch: the keyboard and the mouse... duh dumbass
29. I learn: time can't heal everything
30. I feel: akward & too paranoid
31. I know: I'm not what you expected
32. I said: i would never do this again... and yet here I am
33. I dream: ... um ... not lately
34. I have: a boyfriend... finally... lol
35. I want: to be truly loved by someone
36. I fell: when I said I wouldnt
37. I wait: for time to tell
38. I need: Daniel around again
39. I live: with my mom and Jon and Babie
40. I sleep: sometimes
~*~*~*~
Have you ever...
01. Fallen for your best friend?: yes
02. Made out with JUST a friend?: wugha
03. Been rejected?: yes
04. Been in love?: once
05. Been in lust?: .....
06. Used someone?: not intentionally
07. Been used?: yeah
08. Cheated on someone?: .....
09. Been cheated on?: yeah...
10. Been kissed?: Yup
11. Done something you regret?: yeah
Who was the last person...
12. You touched?: My mom
13. You talked to?: My mom
14. You hugged?: My mom
15. You instant messaged?: Moo
16. You kissed?: Devin
17. You had sex with?: no one
18. You yelled at?: dunno
19. You laughed with?: Devin
20. You have a crush on?: I had a crush on Devin till he asked me out...
21. Who broke your heart?: Cody :-\
Do you...
22. Color your hair?: I did for the first time a week and a half ago
23. Have tattoos?: Not me
24. Piercings?: ears
25. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?: You should have gathered that by now *Devin*
26. Floss daily?: Well..........
27. Own a webcam?: no
28. Ever get off the computer?: yupperz... nowadays I do
29. Sprechen sie deutsche?: How'z about Shebby dont.... know...
30. Habla espanol?: I'm learning! El lobo esta abburrido! lmao...
Have you/do you/do you have...
40. Considered a life of crime?: Neh
41. Considered being a hooker?: Um... Shebby dont
42. Considered being a pimp/pimpette?: Uh... sorry... no
43. Are you psycho?: My shrink says I'm normal
44. Split personalities?: When Peter died they all came back... *lol Moo*
45. Schizophrenic?: These little voices are telling me not to answer that *Shut up Dory*
46. Obsessive?: Nah not anymore
47. Obsessive compulsive?: Um...
48. Panic?: Panic is a first in this relationship
49. Anxiety?: Naw
50. Depressed?: I try not to be
51. Suicidal?: Nahhh...
52. Obsessed with hate?: no
53. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore?: no
54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them?: No
55. If you could be anywhere, where would you be?: Somewhere with Chantelle or Devin
56. What would you be doing?: w/ Chantelle: Being stupid | w/ Devin: talking
58. What are you listening to?: Mine & Devin's song "I'm Lost Without You"-Blink182
59. Can you do anything freakish with your body?: Double-jointed arms! GO ME!
60. Chicken or fish?: Chicken. Fish is gross
61. Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be?: kitten
Current Clothes: grey pants w/ USA on the butt, last year's red christmas dance shirt
Current Mood: Tired n confused n stuff...
Current Music: hey dumbass... #58
Current Taste: none
Current Hair: straight, dark, & red
Current Annoyance: Devin's at a friend's house... a GIRL friend's house
Current Smell: dont smell anything...sorry
Current thing I ought to be doing: cleaning
Current Desktop Picture: Billy Martin *Gahhh he's hott*
Current Favorite Music Group: Something Corporate or Blink 182, I guess
Current Book: Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul on Tough Stuff *shun me*
Current DVD In Player: Finding Nemo
Current Refreshment: none
Current Worry: what's to come for me and Devin
Current Crush: Damnit I dont have crushes!
Current Favorite Celebrity: Daniel Parten {{Did I say that out loud?}}
FAVORITE...
Food: stuff... I guess... yeah... Stuff.
Drink: Tea & Dr. Pepper
Color: black, red, grey, hot orange...
Shoes: my Fakinstocks
Candy: I dont really like candy. I like donuts tho!
Animal: kittens
TV Show: Power Fuse, IMX, & Degrassi
Movie: LOTR! LOTR! OOOH! LOTR!
Dance: just... no... dont go there
Vegetable: Dunno
Fruit: Strawberries
ARE YOU...
Understanding: Sometimes
Open-minded: sometimes
Arrogant: Not
Insecure: too much so
Interesting: Suuuuuuuure..... ;)
Friendly: i think so
Smart: I try
Moody: Can be
Childish: around manada and moo I am
Independent: Not so much but sort of
Hard working: When I want something
Organized: hayl no
Healthy: I dunno
Emotionally Stable: Nope
Difficult: sometimes
Attractive: Dunno... Ask someone that's NOT ME
Bored Easily: Gawd, that was stupid.
Thirsty: Not really
Responsible: Eesh... i try
Sad: not as much
Happy: when I'm with Devin
Trusting: not at all
Talkative: Oh yes
Original: yes
Different: very differentiated
Unique: Different, unique... same thing
Lonely: yeah, somewhat... even tho I have Devin
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
Kill: no one
Slap: someone who shall remain nameless
Look Like: No one
Be Like: no one
Talk To Offline: Chantelle... I miss dat girl
Name: Shelbi Nycole
Nicknames: Shebby, Shelli, Shelbo, 30 Cent, Pocket Change... "hey... uh... you"
Parents nicknames: Like *I* know!
Hair color: dark brown n red
Birthday: 09 10 89
# of candles to appear on next bday cake: 15
Siblings: 2 brothers -- Jonathan, 11; Kelby, 25
Righty or lefty?: Righty
How do you describe yourself: Something else... lol
What's your sign?: Virgo
Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend?: Boyfriend.... Devin
On Friends...
Best Friend(s): Devin, Daniel Q, Ian M, Chantelle, Moo, Manada, & Morgan M
Friend(s) you go to for advice?: Manada and she gives some of the best!
Friend(s) you have the most fun with?: Devin, Manada, Moo, Daniel Q, Chantelle, n Morgan M
Friend(s) you've dreamt about?: Prolly all of 'em at one point
Friend(s) your tell secrets to?: Devin knows most of 'em but that's it
On Dating...
Long or short hair?: oooh lala with the long hair
Dark or blond hair?: I like redheads and brunettes... dont like blonde guys
Tall or short?: not too tall, not too short
6 pack or muscular arms?: both
Mr. Sensitive or Mr. Funny?: both
Good grrL or bad grrL?: I'm sorry, what?
Dark or light eyes?: Those dark mysterious eyes
Hat or no hat?: BEANIE BEANIE BEANIE!! ... or not
Pierced or no?: dont matter
Freckles or none?: Dont really matter
Stubble or neatly shaved?: shaved
Rugged outdoorsy type or sporty type?: um.... whatever... no jocks please
All American, homey G, or grunge?: oh gah.... kill it
Accent or American?: whatever
********
Set a body part on fire for amusement: cant say that I have...
Been in a car accident: Yep
Been hurt emotionally: Doy
Kept a secret from everyone: yes...
Had an imaginary friend: Peter was my imaginary boyfriend but he died
Wanted to hook up with a friend: With a guy friend, yeash
Cried during a Movie: a few
Had a crush on a teacher: uh no bob scott
Been in love: once
Had your heart broken severely: yesss.....
Missed someone you loved: Every day
Ever thought an animated character was hot: YOU SICKO!
Had a New Kids on the Block tape: Joey McIntyre was the closest to that
Cut your hair: Yeah I cut my bangs sometimes
> > >--------------FAVORITES-------------- > >
Shampoo: Pantene Pro-V
Color: black, red, grey, hot orange... havent we been over this already?
Day/Night: late afternoon & night
Summer/Winter: fall n winter
Lace or satin: Lace annoys me
Cartoon Characters: Pikachu... lmao
Food: iono
Candy: dont like candy... Like donuts... And we've been thru this already!
Drink: Tea & DP.... GAH! Get it thru your head!!!
Fave Advertisement: LOTR movies :-D
Fave Film: LOTR movies :-D
Fave Ice Cream: no... just... dont
Fave Subjects: English/Lit
> >--------------NOW-------------- > >
Wearing: the same thing as earlier
Drinking: nothing
Thinking about: tomorrow
Listening to: once more! BLINK 182!!
> >--------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS-------------- > >
Cried: yeah...
Worn a skirt: Hayl no!
Cleaned your room: Nope
Done laundry: Nah
Drove a car: nope
> >--------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------------- > >
Yourself: not really -sulk-
Friends: depends
Santa Claus: Naw I gave up on him when he stopped givin me the right presents lol
Tooth Fairy: She stopped comin
Destiny/Fate: Yeah... Everything happens for a reason
Angels: Sort of... :-\
Dragons: No not really... No, Smaug died! he's dead. no mroe dragons since.
Faeries/Fairies: Nehh
Ghosts: Somewhat
> >--------------FRIENDS AND LIFE-------------- > >
Who's your 3 bestest friends in the whole world: Daniel Q, Chantelle, Ian M
Who's the loudest out of your friends: Oh gah... Chantelle or Daniel
Who's the weirdest out of your friends: Manada or Jabana