well 5 days after my last update which clearly stated that i thought me and devin were doing quite well after our 8 month anniversary, we broke up. yeah you read that all right. it's over. finito. that's it. no more. hurts like HELL and i could say i'm ready to just move on but im not. i dont wanna move on 'cuz i still wanna be with him but he has ( Read more... )

since brett is so gosh-darn mean and gripes about how i update my journal >:-O i will update it the "correct" way. *bite me ( Read more... )

brett is now in my journal.

i hope brett is happy...

cuz i know devin wont be if devin sees this. lmao.

but now i will put devin in my journal.

I LOVE YOU DEVIN!

sorry brett. it had to be done.

hellooooooooooooooo.

goodbyyyyyyyyyyyyyye

hello

goodbye

holy --! let me just dust out the spider webs! lol ( Read more... )

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yo and hello ( Read more... )

no school for me today. figured "why not update the LJ?" lol. man o man i hate bein sick ( Read more... )

i tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesnt even matter....

i give up on love... on myself... on devin... on everything...
everything is hopeless...

there's nothing left. im alone.

i hate being alone.

please make it stop...

holy cow! can we say... LONG TIME, NO UPDATE!!! lol. nothing's happening though ( Read more... )