The simplest little things make me think of you.

Mar 05, 2007 09:47

As of late I've become somewhat shallow with my music. I guess I'm sick of listening to the same stuff and the radio is making me smile even more. There's just something about driving down the highway and singing 'Fergalicious'. At least I can pretend I got all the boys staring at my 'rock rock'. Or something.

I should be at school right now, but I was up late last night and I overslept this morning. On top of that, why should it matter? I'm switching to New Directions anyway, there's little to no point of me even going to all of my classes, I haven't been to Physics in nearly a week. Apparently people don't understand the severity of the situation I'm in. I fucked up. If I don't transfer, I'm not going to graduate. A month ago I was heartbroken, I skipped a lot, I cried a lot, I did not pay attention in class. It's not that I can't give up a few Saturdays for Saturday school to make up for my absenses, you fuckers. I'm not going to fucking graduate if I don't go.

If I don't get in to New Directions, I'll probably just drop out and get my GED. That's what all the smart people are doing, right? Right.

I've got lines and parts of Closer stuck in my head. Every time Thnks Fr Th Mmrs comes on it gets worse.

I never knew
I never knew that everything
Was falling through
That everyone I knew
Was waiting on a queue
To turn and run
When all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to
Nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way
Than stay and see
The smoke and who's still
Standing when it clears
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head

It's good being young and conceited. At least you don't feel bad about it.
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