Mar 15, 2007 02:18
I really can't complain considering I choose the roads I take.
Is counseling suppose to help me not choose the wrong roads?
Because maybe, if I had any sense at all in certain situations I wouldn't be like this. I'd have nothing to be upset over.
I shouldn't even be upset. I guess it's not even upset that I'm feeling. More so...I don't know. Wrong state of mind.
Stewart told me today I could have any guy I want. It's not like that all. I have every guy I don't want and never get the guy I do want. He also told me not to worry because I am the most gorgeous women he knows. So why am I part of the relationship damned?
and like I've been told before, 'pretty girls like me a such a waste without a boyfriend.' whatever.