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Jun 14, 2004 14:23

blahblahblah. i am in the laziest mood ever.

i stopped worrying. worrying does nothing but harm. people make mistakes. the thing about mistakes is you can't take them back. you can only learn from them, and hope that that's enough. so here's hopin'.

i'm getting my hair cut and colored at this really cool place soon. it's super dee duper expensive, but my parents said they'd pay for it as a graduation present. so yay.

last night when i was supposed to be cleaning i was drawing little pictures of ideas for how i should get my hair cut. i kinda like this one:


i think that's how i want it. i mean, it's a silly 10 second sketch but basically, i want side bangs with a littttttttle bit of angling down the front on the sides of my face, and then a straight but kind of choppy edge at about chin's length, preferably a little longer.

and i decided i'm gonna do the dark dark brown on top with really really really blonde underneath and a few streaks here and there.

not that anyone cares. but this gives me something to do so i don't have to do actual things that need to be done. oh blah. i don't even feel like showering. but i'm gross right now so i must.

ok. motivation time.

today:
-get off the freaking computer.
-finish cleaning.
-put up the rest of my posters, pictures, whatevers.
-maybe shower. i kind of don't care enough to do that though.
-and if i can get to the mall tonight, get makeup, film, a new planner, craft stuff, and probably clothes, accessories, and shoes that i definitely do not need at all.

tomorrow:
-wake up by 8.
-deposit checks.
-get eyebrows done.
-thrift stores?
-tanning.
-make hair appointment.
-make graduation party invitations.
-take pictures if it's nice.

i think there's more but my mind is jello today.

oh, p.s.- i am so much happier now that i am not in high school. so unbelievably happy. school really just brought me down and made me the bitchiest. i was two different people for the last four years. bitchy school erin, and happy fun weekend erin. and most of the time bitchy school erin would take over and also be bitchy home erin and sometimes bitchy to friends erin and bitchy to guys erin and bitchy to strangers for no reason erin. now that i'm not in school, i feel like i'm free. i can be one person, one happy fun to be around person, all the time. things aren't getting me annoyed or angry anymore. i really like where this is going.

<3 have a good great day.
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