Summer Romance 2005
I had forgotten for the longest time about what i did last summer...until tonight after seeing the break up something triggered memories of my month along last summer and how amazing that was.
More importantly, it was the thoughts of Steve that returned making me feel all warm inside. Regardless of how short it lasted, and how easily it fell apart (as they usually do when its the summer) i remembered just how amazing that time spent together was. The warm weather made everything meaningless, work didnt seem that big of a hassel knowing i would get to see him later, school was a minor inconveinece. The nights he spend at my place, watching movies, falling asleep, were so relaxing and safe in a way i guess. he was one person i felt safe with... it was only infatuation and i had always known that, but it was great.
I wonder if there is a point in love where you feel completely safe, knowing someone will not just up and leave or you know they will do everything to show you that you matter.
The movie The Break Up was not too bad, pretty funny actually. but i cannot help but realize how similar Aniston felt to what I have gone through in the past few months...maybe it is tears that are the only way to show the pain a guy is causing. I dont know but it is an idea...considering that words =nagging.
Anyways good night
More importantly, it was the thoughts of Steve that returned making me feel all warm inside. Regardless of how short it lasted, and how easily it fell apart (as they usually do when its the summer) i remembered just how amazing that time spent together was. The warm weather made everything meaningless, work didnt seem that big of a hassel knowing i would get to see him later, school was a minor inconveinece. The nights he spend at my place, watching movies, falling asleep, were so relaxing and safe in a way i guess. he was one person i felt safe with... it was only infatuation and i had always known that, but it was great.
I wonder if there is a point in love where you feel completely safe, knowing someone will not just up and leave or you know they will do everything to show you that you matter.
The movie The Break Up was not too bad, pretty funny actually. but i cannot help but realize how similar Aniston felt to what I have gone through in the past few months...maybe it is tears that are the only way to show the pain a guy is causing. I dont know but it is an idea...considering that words =nagging.
Anyways good night