Life in general

[sheerjourney]

You are the perfect one for me, and forever will be, and I will love you so for always. That’s a good song. Atlantic Star. I am finding if very difficult to go to school with only 10 days left. So the other day I finally got a hold of Anna. I miss her so much; her and I together were great. Ahh… the memories, and the good times it really sucks at times growing up. You know that you need to and that there is a whole big world out there calling your name, and great thing for you to do. But there is so much out there that you have already done that you don’t ever want to leave. You give my life direction you make everything clear. You are a candle in the window on a cold dark winter night. My senior recital is this Sunday, I’m actually not really nervous. For me that is really strange. I have never been comfortable playing in front of people. My piano in my soul, and my heart, the one and only thing that ever and always is there. The only constant in my life, that loves, or hates as I love or hate. The emotion is so raw, free, and untamed. One of the very few things in life that can forever be trusted, or relied upon. The indefatigable pursuit of an unattainable perfection, even though it consists of nothing more than the pounding on an old piano, is what alone gives a meaning to our life on this unavailing star. -Logan Pearsall Smith. Though those words may mean little or nothing to you, they are the very words that I often live by. Close your eyes, and make a wish. Ahh… hum… I wonder if I’ll ever get married. Random thought! But I do. I’ll make love to you like you want me to, all through the night. I really don’t see myself as the married type. I love the idea, it’s very appealing, the whole I will not let go till you tell me to. No one wants to die alone, but I want to stand-alone. But to have someone actually want to stand by my side. Someone who will take me in their arms and hold me right where I belong. Ahh… pipe dreams. If I ever do get married I think I would like to have this song played for us. I hope he can forgive for stumbling, and for never being enough.
Nick Lachey/ This I swear:

You're there by my side
In every way
I know that you would not forsake me
I give you my life
Would not think twice
Your love is all I need believe me

I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

I'm wondering how I ever got by
Without you in my life to guide me
Where ever I go the one thing that's true
Is everything I do I do for you

I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

So whenever you get there
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down my love

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear