May 14, 2004 18:05
I never understood why we as human beings have to feel emotions. Life in general would be so much easier if we could avoid them. But be it a higher power, or what ever you believe in, it can’t be made easy. One would think after this long you would learn how to cope with the everyday natural human emotions, however it becomes rather hard at times. And in fact rather then getting better with time, I think it gets worse. Ah… the life of a human. Well I guess our lives would be rather dual, and boring if there was no emotional upheaval. Dang, I feel rather sick. I am really rather tired, very tired in fact. I am finding it rather difficult to keep my eyes open. The funny thing though is that if I tried to sleep there would be no way that I could. And I know this sounds rather funny, but I am having fun typing. Nothing really important, but fun nonetheless. Sad when one finds enjoyment just typing random thoughts that enter the head. Well I hope this thing with CWP goes over to my advantage, if not it’s really going to suck. 10 days left to go, I can hardly believe it. That is so crazy, after 4 years of work they give you a piece of paper, and a rather large kick in the ass. Ah well its all good, better then just a kick in the ass I guess. Well I should actually go do my job.