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jesus christ, thank you for my blessings. i am as serious as i can be, and i want to be heard!
it is impossible for me to scream loud enough, it is impossible for me to explain it enough, it is impossible for me to describe it enough.....this new feeling, this new security, this new freedom, this new strength, this new dream.
it is held together by him, created by him, and protected by him.
everyday i become more and more thankful, with every glance, every smile, every mile we run together, i find more and more comfort in him. it is weird to trust again, to love again, to feel again, to smile again, and to feel secure again.
not to long ago, i lost both of my fathers, my biological father died tragically, and my cousin, whom was more of a father to me than i could ask, was seperated from me (by means of my silly decisions.) i was scared, lonely, confused, desperate for so long. but this man, this wonder, this magic pill and lifechanging discovery took those feelings away.
a wise man told me last night that as humans, we have three basic needs, those being
1) to feel useful
2) to feel love
3) to love and let that love become our usefulness.
a little more than two months ago, i found those three things that i was missing from my life. i no longer feel like i am wondering this world aimlessly. i no longer feel like that scared little girl who is lost in the grocery store. i have more clarity, more zeal, more strength, and it is because of him.
i love this man, and i am so priviledged to have been chosen by him to spend the rest of my life with him!
it is impossible for me to scream loud enough, it is impossible for me to explain it enough, it is impossible for me to describe it enough.....this new feeling, this new security, this new freedom, this new strength, this new dream.
it is held together by him, created by him, and protected by him.
everyday i become more and more thankful, with every glance, every smile, every mile we run together, i find more and more comfort in him. it is weird to trust again, to love again, to feel again, to smile again, and to feel secure again.
not to long ago, i lost both of my fathers, my biological father died tragically, and my cousin, whom was more of a father to me than i could ask, was seperated from me (by means of my silly decisions.) i was scared, lonely, confused, desperate for so long. but this man, this wonder, this magic pill and lifechanging discovery took those feelings away.
a wise man told me last night that as humans, we have three basic needs, those being
1) to feel useful
2) to feel love
3) to love and let that love become our usefulness.
a little more than two months ago, i found those three things that i was missing from my life. i no longer feel like i am wondering this world aimlessly. i no longer feel like that scared little girl who is lost in the grocery store. i have more clarity, more zeal, more strength, and it is because of him.
i love this man, and i am so priviledged to have been chosen by him to spend the rest of my life with him!