A old poem
Well I have had a hard-copy journal for a long time almost like 3 years but i us it on and off and i used to write a lot of poetry my most shocking and controversial one i want to share with you guys today. I wrote this while doing heroin with my friend in my basement. The surface meaning is about a lost child that got off the track somewhere and just starting to realize what a mess of his life it was and the only way he knew how to clean it up was to end it all. But there is a deep scarier message to this that not many people can pick out give it a shot tell me what you think I'd really appreciate it.
I'm all alone on my life long adventure
I'm all alone on my quest to freedom
And i'm all alone i'm my search for the truth
If i don't find it then i'll just die trying
if thats how my life ends and i am slowly dieing
Please spare my soul don't feel sad or sorrow
The sun will always be up you'll get a new chance tomorrow
But with my journey comes sweet pain and tears
With my body comes bloodshed fighting and fears
People out to get me trying to destroy my path
More and more bodies dead from the aftermath
if we only listen to each other from the start
If we only knew each other was smart
This would of never happened the way it did
And the might of been a future for this poor kid
But that is not an option or choice anymore
the needles in my vein im lieing motionless dead on the floor!
My brain is convulsing and my body's in shock
my toes and fingers are curling and staying in lock
My heart is beating nonstop death awaits
Suicide with heroin is my morbid fate
My needle is filled with my lovely poison
it sneaks into my vein spreading the feeling of distortion
Why am i hellbent on the destruction of me?
Causes anger and pain filled with controversy
As i sit in the dark cold and alone
I melt solid to liquid for reasons my own
Filling the pin with ten units this time
feining for more while committing the crime
Goes through my vein I'm ganna die it wont quite
I lived a good life i really loved it
To the people that loved me that i left behind
remember to show your love or you might be out of time.....
KYLE LINDEMANN
I'm all alone on my life long adventure
I'm all alone on my quest to freedom
And i'm all alone i'm my search for the truth
If i don't find it then i'll just die trying
if thats how my life ends and i am slowly dieing
Please spare my soul don't feel sad or sorrow
The sun will always be up you'll get a new chance tomorrow
But with my journey comes sweet pain and tears
With my body comes bloodshed fighting and fears
People out to get me trying to destroy my path
More and more bodies dead from the aftermath
if we only listen to each other from the start
If we only knew each other was smart
This would of never happened the way it did
And the might of been a future for this poor kid
But that is not an option or choice anymore
the needles in my vein im lieing motionless dead on the floor!
My brain is convulsing and my body's in shock
my toes and fingers are curling and staying in lock
My heart is beating nonstop death awaits
Suicide with heroin is my morbid fate
My needle is filled with my lovely poison
it sneaks into my vein spreading the feeling of distortion
Why am i hellbent on the destruction of me?
Causes anger and pain filled with controversy
As i sit in the dark cold and alone
I melt solid to liquid for reasons my own
Filling the pin with ten units this time
feining for more while committing the crime
Goes through my vein I'm ganna die it wont quite
I lived a good life i really loved it
To the people that loved me that i left behind
remember to show your love or you might be out of time.....
KYLE LINDEMANN