I know the breakdown, everythings gonna shake now someday
Current Music: Tantric- "breakdown"
I know the breakdown, everythings gonna shake now someday
so today i feel so tired. grr. 1st pd omg it was so hard to be all non sleepy. gina is amazing lol. good times. lol math isnt supposed to be that fun, lol. then 2nd pd pottery we made masks and it felt so wierd, but it was pretty cool. mmmm vasoline! lol i like how we all sat around after and talked. those girls are the snazz. lol. then i went to 3rd pd english 4 where it kinda sucked but ehhh tomorrow were watching "what women want" ahahaha so great. :D God I Love Mrs. Paling! then i went to lunch, then i went to 4th block photo 2- we did a critique on our self portrait projects, then we did class work. then afterschool i walked and talked with jenilee on the way to the car, GOD OH GOD DO I MISS HER SO FLIPPING MUCH, I CANT STAND IT!!!!, then i came home and on my way home, my dad and i were talking, and then he stuck out his hand and so i held his hand till we got home, lol it was so wierd but it felt like the good old days when my dad wasnt so blah all the time, and then when i got home i ate a whole bunch and had a drink so i could pee for my drug test plus i was just hungry lol. so i went for my manager interview (even tho i already offically have the job), but the woman said i had no time and etc and so im doing it on thurs instead and so then i just went to do the drug test, omg i had to pee in a cup... lol. haha oh man. anywaysss lol after waiting and then having the peeing experience, just when i thought i was on my way home my dad swings by the cemetary and im like... ugh... :-/ we were there for like a min. i didnt get out of the car. i have been wanting to go there sooooo badly, but i wanted to be alone, i wanted to get out of the car and stay awhile but i couldnt and it felt diff bc my dad was there. i cant be myself. and it hurts. idk... w/e but im glad i got to go for a sec anyways, but i will deff be back soon i hope to pay a visit. then i finally thought i was going home but then we had to stop by the post office and it was funny coz my said my dad was a A**hole and it was funny, and thus my fave quote from my dad today would be "so you think your daddy is an A**hole too!?" lol. then i finally got to come home. and ive been doing hw and and stuff ever since.
i keep forgetting that tomorrow is early release. im uber excited. i need a break.
i paid TC almost $400 today for the trip to toronto in may. im uber excited things are going well.
no rehearsal for thriller this week. i could run this one by myself bc ericka and caroline cant make it but i said no bc some of the girls cant make it and its a good turnout bc today when i went to walmart for the interview, the woman told me i had orientation on thurs at 3pm. so i would have had to cancel practice anyways. im uber pumped and excited for next weeks practice tho. i hope i get wed off bc thats rehearsal days. i better, lol.
so yeah... exciting huh. :D ok back to homework and eating masssssshed potatoes mash mash potatoes, lol. leave some love, cmon u know u wanna! :P
"do you have the time, to listen to me whine, about nothing and everything all at once?" haha im listening to that song right now. i adore oldschool greenday. mmm. <3 coz im totally a basket case lol. just like the songs title. (basket case) lol. goodnight all. <3
ps- i love candles and insence. <333 (especially lilac candles!) theyre making me happy right now. taking my mind off my headache. :D (Jade I miss you. u know what im talking about. lol.)
AND I'm wiiicked excited bc my friend Rich asked me to go to the Senior Class Play with him bc he has a extra ticket! So that's gonna be so much fun and im really excited bc I haven't hung out with him since like middle of band season, lol and since im broke I couldn't afford to go to the play and I was so sad but now I can and im so happy bc now I get to go see Katie and everyone and support them and I know it means a lot to Katie for me to be there and now I can be, and its all thanks to Rich! YAY! :D Thanks kiddo! :D lol
I know the breakdown, everythings gonna shake now someday
so today i feel so tired. grr. 1st pd omg it was so hard to be all non sleepy. gina is amazing lol. good times. lol math isnt supposed to be that fun, lol. then 2nd pd pottery we made masks and it felt so wierd, but it was pretty cool. mmmm vasoline! lol i like how we all sat around after and talked. those girls are the snazz. lol. then i went to 3rd pd english 4 where it kinda sucked but ehhh tomorrow were watching "what women want" ahahaha so great. :D God I Love Mrs. Paling! then i went to lunch, then i went to 4th block photo 2- we did a critique on our self portrait projects, then we did class work. then afterschool i walked and talked with jenilee on the way to the car, GOD OH GOD DO I MISS HER SO FLIPPING MUCH, I CANT STAND IT!!!!, then i came home and on my way home, my dad and i were talking, and then he stuck out his hand and so i held his hand till we got home, lol it was so wierd but it felt like the good old days when my dad wasnt so blah all the time, and then when i got home i ate a whole bunch and had a drink so i could pee for my drug test plus i was just hungry lol. so i went for my manager interview (even tho i already offically have the job), but the woman said i had no time and etc and so im doing it on thurs instead and so then i just went to do the drug test, omg i had to pee in a cup... lol. haha oh man. anywaysss lol after waiting and then having the peeing experience, just when i thought i was on my way home my dad swings by the cemetary and im like... ugh... :-/ we were there for like a min. i didnt get out of the car. i have been wanting to go there sooooo badly, but i wanted to be alone, i wanted to get out of the car and stay awhile but i couldnt and it felt diff bc my dad was there. i cant be myself. and it hurts. idk... w/e but im glad i got to go for a sec anyways, but i will deff be back soon i hope to pay a visit. then i finally thought i was going home but then we had to stop by the post office and it was funny coz my said my dad was a A**hole and it was funny, and thus my fave quote from my dad today would be "so you think your daddy is an A**hole too!?" lol. then i finally got to come home. and ive been doing hw and and stuff ever since.
i keep forgetting that tomorrow is early release. im uber excited. i need a break.
i paid TC almost $400 today for the trip to toronto in may. im uber excited things are going well.
no rehearsal for thriller this week. i could run this one by myself bc ericka and caroline cant make it but i said no bc some of the girls cant make it and its a good turnout bc today when i went to walmart for the interview, the woman told me i had orientation on thurs at 3pm. so i would have had to cancel practice anyways. im uber pumped and excited for next weeks practice tho. i hope i get wed off bc thats rehearsal days. i better, lol.
so yeah... exciting huh. :D ok back to homework and eating masssssshed potatoes mash mash potatoes, lol. leave some love, cmon u know u wanna! :P
"do you have the time, to listen to me whine, about nothing and everything all at once?" haha im listening to that song right now. i adore oldschool greenday. mmm. <3 coz im totally a basket case lol. just like the songs title. (basket case) lol. goodnight all. <3
ps- i love candles and insence. <333 (especially lilac candles!) theyre making me happy right now. taking my mind off my headache. :D (Jade I miss you. u know what im talking about. lol.)
AND I'm wiiicked excited bc my friend Rich asked me to go to the Senior Class Play with him bc he has a extra ticket! So that's gonna be so much fun and im really excited bc I haven't hung out with him since like middle of band season, lol and since im broke I couldn't afford to go to the play and I was so sad but now I can and im so happy bc now I get to go see Katie and everyone and support them and I know it means a lot to Katie for me to be there and now I can be, and its all thanks to Rich! YAY! :D Thanks kiddo! :D lol