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this is a poem i wrote. it fits exactly to the way i feel as of this very moment.
Grant me thunder, grant me rain - By Sheena D.
January 24th, 2005
"Grant me thunder
Grant me rain
Grant me the strength to get through all this pain
Grant me the knowledge to not complain
To learn to look outside my life
To see the bigger picture
Grant me the wit to fit the pieces into the puzzle
To figure out the things
That has me so puzzled
Grant me thunder
Grant me rain
Grant me the strength to get through all this pain
These thoughts so strenuous
Just tugging away at my soul
My spirits calling for you
Just awaiting your hold
I’ve got all I need within my life
But everything is wrong
And I feel as if something is missing
And I know just what I need to fill that void
But how many of these thoughts will it deploy?
Here I sit in contemplation
Wondering about what I’m going to do
Hoping that one day I will just find that penny in my shoe
Old and dusty
Haven’t worn them for awhile now
As I look at them memories come flooding in
As I bow my head and rejoice
Soon I know I will see the sun
Soon I will know I have won
Soon I know the battle shall be done
No more torture
I beg of thee
No more sorrow
I beg of thee
Clear vision is drawing near
The end of sorrow is gone by ear
Whispering wind drift over thee
Make this place safe for me
All I’m asking for is for you to hear my plea
What is it that I have done to thee?
How much longer of this load can I bare?
Starting to walk this road
With no one awaiting there
I’ve set my sites by the beat of the drum
From a far off unknown land by which I’ve come
Someone I know will one day see
Someone I know will one day hear
Someone I know will one day understand
This picture of which I envisioned
This sound of which I plead
Out there somewhere I’m waiting for you
This disarray of mentality
This clear vision is now so hard to see
Oh but when will this come to me
I just don’t know just how long until time will tell
And just release me from this awful spell
Grant me thunder
Grant me rain
Grant me the strength to get through all this pain"
Grant me thunder, grant me rain - By Sheena D.
January 24th, 2005
"Grant me thunder
Grant me rain
Grant me the strength to get through all this pain
Grant me the knowledge to not complain
To learn to look outside my life
To see the bigger picture
Grant me the wit to fit the pieces into the puzzle
To figure out the things
That has me so puzzled
Grant me thunder
Grant me rain
Grant me the strength to get through all this pain
These thoughts so strenuous
Just tugging away at my soul
My spirits calling for you
Just awaiting your hold
I’ve got all I need within my life
But everything is wrong
And I feel as if something is missing
And I know just what I need to fill that void
But how many of these thoughts will it deploy?
Here I sit in contemplation
Wondering about what I’m going to do
Hoping that one day I will just find that penny in my shoe
Old and dusty
Haven’t worn them for awhile now
As I look at them memories come flooding in
As I bow my head and rejoice
Soon I know I will see the sun
Soon I will know I have won
Soon I know the battle shall be done
No more torture
I beg of thee
No more sorrow
I beg of thee
Clear vision is drawing near
The end of sorrow is gone by ear
Whispering wind drift over thee
Make this place safe for me
All I’m asking for is for you to hear my plea
What is it that I have done to thee?
How much longer of this load can I bare?
Starting to walk this road
With no one awaiting there
I’ve set my sites by the beat of the drum
From a far off unknown land by which I’ve come
Someone I know will one day see
Someone I know will one day hear
Someone I know will one day understand
This picture of which I envisioned
This sound of which I plead
Out there somewhere I’m waiting for you
This disarray of mentality
This clear vision is now so hard to see
Oh but when will this come to me
I just don’t know just how long until time will tell
And just release me from this awful spell
Grant me thunder
Grant me rain
Grant me the strength to get through all this pain"