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I am super stressed out, I have been crying all day. My car broke down again, for the second time in a month. I have already put new seals, a new computer, new relays and other things that i dont know what are. I dont know what to do it keeps breaking down and I cant afford a new car. I cant even afford the insurance on a new car. The only way i can get a car is to finance it and i dont want to do that because when the baby comes i dont know how much i am going to be able to work at first. So i am missing yet another day of work tommorow because my car is broken down and I am fucking broke. I dont know how i am going to do this, the next two years until i can finish my degree are going to be tough. I have support from my mom, but she can only help so much, and i am just being stupid if i really think that garrett will be there for me and the baby. I feel so alone and scared....