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I need a reminder to my self and advise
I dont think he reads this thing anymore so it should be safe
Reasons why I dont want to be with him:
He is irresponsible
He is a slob
He barely cares about anyone other than him self
He has no future
He never calls me, I always have to call him
I never see or hear from him on weekends
He is obsessed with partying
He doesnt appreciate anything that is given to him
He doesnt realise how much people do for him
We never see things on the same level
He believes that there isnt a thing wrong with anything he does
Any time i get mad at him because he does something wrong he somehow turns it around and makes me feel like shit
The only time he seemed to care about the baby is when i mentioned the word child support
He lies to me all the time
His family hates me
He has never taken the time to really get to know me
We have nothing in common
Reasons why I do want to be with him:
He is the father of my child
Im lonely
He has moments where he can be sweet
We have been together for a long time
Im am comfterable around him
The sex
I love him
We have alot of memories
I hate dating
Im scared there is no one better
He makes me feel pretty
When its just the two of us he is sweet
Im scared to be alone
I care about him for alot
I cant picture my life without him
Blah..........
I dont think he reads this thing anymore so it should be safe
Reasons why I dont want to be with him:
He is irresponsible
He is a slob
He barely cares about anyone other than him self
He has no future
He never calls me, I always have to call him
I never see or hear from him on weekends
He is obsessed with partying
He doesnt appreciate anything that is given to him
He doesnt realise how much people do for him
We never see things on the same level
He believes that there isnt a thing wrong with anything he does
Any time i get mad at him because he does something wrong he somehow turns it around and makes me feel like shit
The only time he seemed to care about the baby is when i mentioned the word child support
He lies to me all the time
His family hates me
He has never taken the time to really get to know me
We have nothing in common
Reasons why I do want to be with him:
He is the father of my child
Im lonely
He has moments where he can be sweet
We have been together for a long time
Im am comfterable around him
The sex
I love him
We have alot of memories
I hate dating
Im scared there is no one better
He makes me feel pretty
When its just the two of us he is sweet
Im scared to be alone
I care about him for alot
I cant picture my life without him
Blah..........