as it all fades away...
Andy and I broke up. He left me on the 16th the 2 months we were togther. i fell for him so fast. i knew i loved him after i got to know him. now i wish i didnt. i just realized im not ever going to get him back. i hate this so much. All the pains are coming back. i hate it so much. i just want to hold him and kiss him agian. he told me his love was fading away for a while. i thought id never hear that. i felt like something inside of me died. i fell so alone, so empty. there are no words for how i feel. i just want to disappear..and never return.