"I know you're still livin your life after death.."
it bothers me that i cry about stupid things but not about things that really matter...i mean, i didn't really know ryan well, but i cry when i talk about ANYTHING bad, but there i am at a wake and i don't even cry? it's not like i'm not sad...in my defense, i was also the only person at both of my grandmother's wakes to not cry and i obviously knew them a lot better...the assembly on thursday was soo intense though...and ryan's parents were so strong today...his dad gave us the biggest hug ever and started talking to us and made some comment about how it was all girls that came so ryan must have been a big flirt...i didn't know what to say cuz i didn't really know him, but it was comforting to see that his family was coming to terms with what happened...from what i've heard he's prolly up there staring down at everyone with a huge smile...
i'm done dwelling on that now...thursday was the cartel concert too...it was the longest concert i've ever been too especially seeing how i mostly went for cartel and there were 3 bands afer them, and it was also the only concert i ever went to where i had to look out for someone instead of vice versa...no offense but it's not that fun, sorry to anyone that's ever had to do that for me...i don't feel like details right now
friday-good friday mass, then basketball with colby, duy, jeff, troy and kim (in the rain!), i only fell about 10 times? idk, but then i remembered i fall even when it's dry usually...which reminds me of something my dad said last year...one game josh kept falling down a lot and my dad goes "i know why you like him, you both like to spend a lot of time on the floor" idk i guess it's not that funny, but at the time, itw as....basketball was filled with many insults and jokes, mostly directed at jeff, mostly coming from colby, but it was fun....then i went back to church for the passion with kim for her last core...came home and was really tired so i just watched tv
i'm not doing anything now either...i just needed a chill evening after this afternoon. but i do want to say that i'm really mad at everyone who started playing pokemon again because when i got bored, i pulled out my sister's red version and it's wicked addicting even though i don't have that many yet...and i'm also stuck in some forest and it's really pissing me off, which is actually the whole reason i took the time to write this entry...yea i'm a dork, but so are you.
a la prochaine....
i'm done dwelling on that now...thursday was the cartel concert too...it was the longest concert i've ever been too especially seeing how i mostly went for cartel and there were 3 bands afer them, and it was also the only concert i ever went to where i had to look out for someone instead of vice versa...no offense but it's not that fun, sorry to anyone that's ever had to do that for me...i don't feel like details right now
friday-good friday mass, then basketball with colby, duy, jeff, troy and kim (in the rain!), i only fell about 10 times? idk, but then i remembered i fall even when it's dry usually...which reminds me of something my dad said last year...one game josh kept falling down a lot and my dad goes "i know why you like him, you both like to spend a lot of time on the floor" idk i guess it's not that funny, but at the time, itw as....basketball was filled with many insults and jokes, mostly directed at jeff, mostly coming from colby, but it was fun....then i went back to church for the passion with kim for her last core...came home and was really tired so i just watched tv
i'm not doing anything now either...i just needed a chill evening after this afternoon. but i do want to say that i'm really mad at everyone who started playing pokemon again because when i got bored, i pulled out my sister's red version and it's wicked addicting even though i don't have that many yet...and i'm also stuck in some forest and it's really pissing me off, which is actually the whole reason i took the time to write this entry...yea i'm a dork, but so are you.
a la prochaine....