It's 1:03, I didn't sleep tonight, brain is buzzing

[she_waits]

So I haven't slept tonight, because i can't seem to quiet down the old ticker in the cranium. Here is the thing, I haven't bought my ticket to Shanghai, because I don't want to leave the comfort and security I've built up here. Familiarity with the culture being one of the lesser factors, in the end, I am AMERICAN, culturally. Biggest thing pulling

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[fucktruelove]

omg WHATEVER yifei are you for real? who cares if you end up coming back to the states, you will still have a way better story and experience than all us losers who stayed here! the only thing that would make you unhappy in shanghai is if you don't want to be happy, seriously, that city is so amazing and your best friend is there and IT'S SHANGHAI. don't let all the little stuff drag you down! internet will come back, you n jake will be able to talk and give each other e-smooches, and cats suck anyway (jk, i like cats, you can give your cat to me, i will take good care of it because i won't be hanging out with anyone else in law school, and i will skype you and make you talk to the cat). i feel really sad about moving to austin too, but at the same time it's a whole new city to explore! whereas you have a whole freakin country! omg you are going to love it so much. plus you have incredible writing skills, you are the one that made me even try to do creative writing in the first place, even if what you guys write is not commercially successful at least you've written a WHOLE FREAKIN SCRIPT.

man sorry i wrote you a novel. i don't condone you abandoning me for china by any means, but if you're already planning on going anyway omg just GO and have the time of your life

[she_waits]

OMG you will really take my cat!?