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she_rolls_a_7

Repeat, repeat, delete, delete.

Jul 26, 2006 19:52

I have decided. There are two parts of me and they battle against each other constantly and horribly. I am, on one end, superficial, needy, emotional, sensitive, jealous, and mostly, needy. I have undergone many social ups and downs but I only remember the ups. So when I go down, I feel cheated, I feel I have been under cutted, under paid. This is ( Read more... )

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__ambivalent__ July 31 2006, 04:05:07 UTC

hey yeah I get you. i know im yr middle school friend from forever ago but try to trust me. i've been here. yr plan is impossible but i cant tell you that. change will come when your not begging for it. forgive my naked tongue, but know that i'm not trying to be a bitch and i respect you. i've tried this too and lost alot of shit in the process, maybe thats what you need. as far as the ambivalence, dont be pissed off. recognize the two enough to TAKE RESPOSIBILITY without guilt. i think thats really it. dont choose or supress or get rid and get new just deal and learn. not that this is revelation for you but try to find something in it because i'm pretty sure you and i connect. either way shit will pass and turn out fine and your mental struggles are not in vain, your learning. thats all the worth it. maybe i'm completely off...... have a good day beautiful

she_rolls_a_7 July 31 2006, 20:26:51 UTC

But the thing is, I don't change until I feel it's supposed to happen. The beginning of every school year is always a turning point for me. Multiple shifts in my daily life have literally reconstructed it, and I am finally giving up the fight of consistency and letting myself change along with it. I completely understand what you're saying, and you make very good and valid points Sophie. Thank you for reading and thinking about it and giving advice. :) I hope your day is amazing.

she_rolls_a_7 July 31 2006, 20:31:24 UTC

And also, if I spelt your name wrong, I am terribly sorry. I remember it being Sophie but, my memory is hazy.

decayedstereo August 1 2006, 00:33:09 UTC

i la la la la looooooove gia!
i can probably fix it!

she_rolls_a_7 August 2 2006, 04:01:38 UTC

Haha I forgot you were like the myspace/livejournal goddess. Hmm. FIX IT MELISSA!! PLEASE DEAR GOD!