FOOD. 1234. PICTURES.
My heart belongs to her.
I'm getting better with not being such a reclusive little scumbag that I have been these last couple of weeks. I've come out of hiding and I'm so happier with my life. No more being a homebody, it's definitly not helping to close myself out to just sit at home "to think" and do absolutely nothing but mope at times like these. I just thought I needed time away from rest of this world to gather myself together by trying to find "direction" and console with my nostalgia but in all honesty I've just been wasting my time thinking about my life instead of living it. After not seeing anybody for a good two weeks or so, I finally saw Melissa and my world felt like it just turned. All rationality came into my mind and I realized that I have a great best friend willing to put with everything because that's what she is, my best friend. I've honestly struck golden when it comes to having Melissa as my best friend. She is so AMAZING.. no really, really AMAZING. Last night, someone even told us how we're like a newlywed couple because of the strong love we have for each other. I don't know anyone else who can make me as happy as she makes me. Any time with Melissa, is a damn good time. The next couple weeks is defintly not going to be any easier, because Chase's departure is really creeping up by the minute. Ir's making me ill to my stomach but I'm putting up with it. I don't think anyone understands how hard this really is for me. 14 amazing months cut short. How many times do I have to say that time has never been fair to me! :( I have to deal and I am. It's just that If I already miss him so much now, imagine how much I am going to miss him when he actually is gone. Or maybe it even makes me weaker to think that one day I'll get use to this (by force of course) and this is all just going to my past. Eh, I know that there's life after love and world outside of Chase. But dammit, that doesn't change how I feel.. now does it? Gah, I can't explain myself, so why try. RAMBLE, RAMBLING TANGENTS.......sorry guys.
These last couple of nights have been such a release. Good times with the other half.
Enclosed in this entry is a visual of my week out and all the food that I ate.
Camera Action.
The first night, was the first night I saw Melissa in weeeeeeeks and I miss the heck out of her that I didn't realized how much I need her, so the rest of the week I saw her every night and took advantage of not having work for the week and spent every possible moment with Melissa. We finally watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and with my easy-influential personality (w/movies) we went to walmart seconds after the movie and boughts $10 of candy. The next night we took a midnight run to Roberto's for a early/late (?) breakfast and made insight of our photography skills. After that night, we decided to take advantage of Las Vegas and walk on the strip with Heather, Zach and Joel. A sweet little rendevouz in Las Vegas.. Then another run to for an early/late breakfast to Rainbow casino. Seriously, we're all about getting fat after hours. haha. Last night, we went to support some local music and eat at in n out...again...food.
But the main thing is, we eat a lot when we're together. Dammit. I need to shed these pounds. effff.
1. FOOD..
After watching Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. We both lotsa candy.
ROBERTO'S NIGHT.
2.FOOD.
We're going at it. Eating machines, I tell you.
I have a bad aitting posture and Melissa sits in carts. I don't get it, either. But I laugh.
I'm a raging panda, I know this.
3.FOOD.
I hate being Vegan and eating sausage and eggs. Damn me. :)
Vagina girls. 101.
Zach and Heather. After our talk of blow up dolls, pocket vaginas, and anal beads I don't think I want to live in this wretched sinful world anymore. EW. I hate living in a prude mormon nutshell all my life to uncover all the perverted secrets that Melissa seems to know all about.
I love my Heather Honey. She's so phtogenic, gosh darnit. BUt she's even prettier in person, and that's hard to believe.
Rainbow at 4 am.
4.FOOD.
in n out, ya'll.
Melissa and Eri Driving.
Melissa and Eri mirror pictures.
Now here are some EXCLUSIVE pictures of my best friend in action for my working art photography portfoli0.
Feedback, I know my pictures wouldn't be good without the amazing model I have in them.
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PS. Holy damn, I get to see BEN FOLDS. more on that story later.
FOOD is damn good, I don't understand the anorexic either.