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[she_fails]

i hate how some things are... Family that is... not mine tho. like i look at my family and yes i might say things like i cant stand my mom but then i look at other families... and thank god that i have a family that loves me you know? No matter how much i might complain about family.... I do admit that i havent had it as bad as others.sometimes i

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Re: i love you baby...

[she_fails]

=D I love hearing from you that I made a difference I know sometimes I can be selfish and somewhat take all the attention to me but its not always about me and I know sometimes I act like it is... But i know its not. Im pretty sure you along with everyone else that knows me knows how much I truly love you. It seemed like was still falling. But I guess I finally realized im not. Im no longer falling for you. I already have. I fell so hard that I dont think I cant ever imagine you not being a part of my life. I was in first hour for about 3 hours today and I was with sara... She was reading things about our past when I use to be a Bitch and acted like you meant nothing to me. But all that was occur because of the fact I was scared. I was scared of what I wasnt getting myself into thinking it wasnt going to blossom into a beautiful relationship. I guess that saying "the first few months are always rocky" is true. If I had the time to see everything in our past that we have gone through good or bad. I would question myself why it didnt turn out as bad as it seemed it would. I guess I dont want to know IM just glad it didnt happen that way. Its funny how I hated guys and now im lucky enough to be in a serious relationship esp. with you. Its ironic because person who are looking for their "soulmate" for years and years and never find them. Yet I was looking and God put him right infront of me. And I automatically knew. I really do wish I could make things better. I never meant to keep that text message away from you. I just didnt want to hurt you although it wasnt anything big I made the mistake of not telling you and I regret it greatly. I love you with all my heart. And you dont have to worry I'll be cheering you on all the way. Just make your baby proud. ok? well I have to eat before lunch is over.

I love you forever and a day,
Yari

P.S.- L.I.L.