Oct 15, 2008 10:48
My summer is over. School starts tomorrow. TO-MOR-ROW! I start a new school, where I know one freshman and one sophmore, tomorrow!
I don't feel good right now.
Last night, my dad and I went to Denny's, and our waitress cuts/cut herself. She reminded me of Natalie. Just the way she acted and the way she carried herself. Not in looks at all because the waitress has short red hair.
In Columbus, we went to Hot Topic and the girl that reached up to get a pair of pants I wanted had recent scars on the inside of her arm, not her wrist, much higher up than that. *shrug* So it's been on my mind, once again, for a while. I've been thinking "If I start again, I could hide it better, then no one would know", I know I'm weak. It scares me when I think that way...again.
Don't worry though, I can take care of myself, I won't start again.
Of course no one is online. Away, away, someone else, me, away, away, away. I suppose I could talk to that "someone else" but...I don't know. Oh, Creme just signed on...no, I won't bug her. I haven't even seen her in years. CCNT. lmao. "Chris is coming at NOOOOOON tomorrow". lol. Happy, Choclately, Bubbley, Banana, Creme, Pie. I'm sorry, no one else gets this, it's camp stuff from 2-ish, maybe more, years ago. Do you remember, Creme?
Servatis a periculum, servatis a maleficum
-Me