I surely dont want to hurt anyone...
Lately people cant even touch with me without it making me sick.
Every guy that hits on me only makes me insecure and angry.
I cant stand them staring, even glancing.
I dont want what they have to offer, any of it.
I just think "if you only knew, and if you could please stop staring at my tits."
It doesn't even matter what they look like anymore, all of them make me feel like shit.
There is no sex appeal in any of them even when I want sex, because when it comes down to it I'm already out the back door.
it just doesn't feel right. mentally, physically.
I dont want any of them, I cant handle any of it anyways.
Everything friendly ends up in disaster, and it's not them, it's me.
My head cant handle what my body says.
My body cant handle my head.
And I dont consider myself being stuck because I think this is really good for me right now.
My head is finally taking over and starting to say some of the right things.
Every guy that hits on me only makes me insecure and angry.
I cant stand them staring, even glancing.
I dont want what they have to offer, any of it.
I just think "if you only knew, and if you could please stop staring at my tits."
It doesn't even matter what they look like anymore, all of them make me feel like shit.
There is no sex appeal in any of them even when I want sex, because when it comes down to it I'm already out the back door.
it just doesn't feel right. mentally, physically.
I dont want any of them, I cant handle any of it anyways.
Everything friendly ends up in disaster, and it's not them, it's me.
My head cant handle what my body says.
My body cant handle my head.
And I dont consider myself being stuck because I think this is really good for me right now.
My head is finally taking over and starting to say some of the right things.