A.D.D?
I think I am suffering complete burn-out from school.
I took the day off from spending time with me Miguel to work on schoolwork.
Did it work? NO! I can't get focused. It's like I don't even care. I feel so ashamed :(
I only have one month to go on school and I can't get motivated!!! I mean, I made Dean's List last sememster and now its like, "Crap, am I going to pass my classes this semester?"
Bah!
All I want to do is go to the movies and hang out like it's 1995 all over again. Seriously. haha. I would love to be back in Mesa with our oddly-shaped swimming pool surrounded by palm trees, eating grilled hamburgers with our friends and playing Marco Polo like there was no tomorrow.
I went to Disneyland a couple of weeks ago, and did it curb my appetite for sentimentality? No- it only made it worse! I sooooo badly want to move back out west. California would be awesome, but Arizona will do. I forgot how different everyone and everything is out there. I felt so at home when I went back. Give me the sunshine! Give me the non-existant humidity! Give me the lack of Southern Bells!
Oh man, I can't wait for Michael and I to move out there together one day. We're both craving our roots. I'm so proud of him, he's got so many ambitions now and he's striving after all of them. He seems so happy when he's pursuing them and seeing the rewards of doing so. He's got so much talent and I'm so happy to see him getting what he deserves for it! After 2 years and 3 months of dating, he makes me just as happy as ever :) Oh man, I can't wait for our vacation together this summer. I am so unbelieveably excited for it.
Now if I could just hold on for a few more weeks, I will make it through this. Ohhhh God, pleaseeeeeeeee help me get focused. I have so much to look forward to, don't let me ruin everything!
oh, and call me lame, but I figured out where I want to get married:
Yeah, that's right- DISNEYLAND!
and you can have a "Mad Tea Party" at your wedding....sweet!
If only I can be a spoiled little rich kid that forces my parents to shell out their life savings to pay for my "magical wedding". haha.
Dang, I am really gay sometimes.
I took the day off from spending time with me Miguel to work on schoolwork.
Did it work? NO! I can't get focused. It's like I don't even care. I feel so ashamed :(
I only have one month to go on school and I can't get motivated!!! I mean, I made Dean's List last sememster and now its like, "Crap, am I going to pass my classes this semester?"
Bah!
All I want to do is go to the movies and hang out like it's 1995 all over again. Seriously. haha. I would love to be back in Mesa with our oddly-shaped swimming pool surrounded by palm trees, eating grilled hamburgers with our friends and playing Marco Polo like there was no tomorrow.
I went to Disneyland a couple of weeks ago, and did it curb my appetite for sentimentality? No- it only made it worse! I sooooo badly want to move back out west. California would be awesome, but Arizona will do. I forgot how different everyone and everything is out there. I felt so at home when I went back. Give me the sunshine! Give me the non-existant humidity! Give me the lack of Southern Bells!
Oh man, I can't wait for Michael and I to move out there together one day. We're both craving our roots. I'm so proud of him, he's got so many ambitions now and he's striving after all of them. He seems so happy when he's pursuing them and seeing the rewards of doing so. He's got so much talent and I'm so happy to see him getting what he deserves for it! After 2 years and 3 months of dating, he makes me just as happy as ever :) Oh man, I can't wait for our vacation together this summer. I am so unbelieveably excited for it.
Now if I could just hold on for a few more weeks, I will make it through this. Ohhhh God, pleaseeeeeeeee help me get focused. I have so much to look forward to, don't let me ruin everything!
oh, and call me lame, but I figured out where I want to get married:
Yeah, that's right- DISNEYLAND!
and you can have a "Mad Tea Party" at your wedding....sweet!
If only I can be a spoiled little rich kid that forces my parents to shell out their life savings to pay for my "magical wedding". haha.
Dang, I am really gay sometimes.