Jul 09, 2006 07:16
Wow... so it looks like it is actually happening. A month or two ago, it seemed like nothing more than a dream of hopefull young adults... but, its actually happening. In about a weeks time, Andrew is taking a train down to Cali to spend three days here. On the morning of the fourth day, I am to be taking what belongings I can to the train station and accompanying Andrew back to Everette. From there, I will be spending a week, perhaps a little more, at his parents place as the four of us (Andrew, His sister Amanda, His sister's husband Andy, and myself) start setting up our living space in the new house. Or, at least we hope to land a house. I am struggling some with money issues, however, so I am thinking of selling one of my collectable coins to give me some more cash to work with. Stupid, I know, but I do not have the security of a job yet, and that alone makes me very nervous. This whole adventure is going to be stressful, terrifying, the cause of many mood swings, and... exciting. I've always wanted to move out of this place, more than anything, I just did not think it to be this soon. I love my blue house and my family... but the weather, the people, and the neighborhood is not as savory. I will very much welcome the change, that is for certain. I am scared out of my mind, really, but I am ready for it. I -am- ready. :: Grins brightly.:: The one fear I have most, is if I somehow need to come back to California. If something goes wrong. However, right now, I am not going to let it worry me.
Heh... I'm moving.