-suicide note-
People come and go. It's how things work. No one can change that. No matter how hard we may try. Some can take the pressure, and well some can't. Thats why there are suicide letters. I've written one in fact before. But as you can see I'm not dead. I don't plan on killing myself right now so don't think that. I don't want to kill myself. I just want it to end. Before I moved here I used to go swimming a lot during that summer and I would just sit at the bottom of the pool. Just sitting. Debating whether I should get back up. I think that still. The only reason I'm still coming up is friends. and sometimes thats not enough. I'm broken face it. I will always be. Just sometimes you can tell and sometimes you can't. It's just how things work. Why do I stay here? Why do I stay? I have only one answer friends. but how long will they still be there I let someone in and they got very dear to me and now they're not really there anymore. They kinda still are but fading. I still care so much about them but don't get that in return offten.