emptyness

[shawtie4life]

HI Catherine! haha you said you read my journal all the time so I thought I'd just say hey! haha. Well today I got my yearbook! yay! So whoever hasn't signed it yet your going to! haha please! Well Ok I think something is up because ok amber wrote me and she was like yeah I think you need to be over colton b/c you deserve better and you can do so much better than him. Then like today colton was signing my yearbook and when he was done he said from colton your best friend. but he said best friend really weird. So I don't know what the hell is going on. I'm gonna go to Cali and I'm just gonna go have fun w/ what ever boy I want! hows that colton! haha well omg loren asked me out today!!!!! Everyone was coming up to me sayin how we'd make a cute couple. I thinkg NOT! NASTAY! I felt bad though b/c I was like awww loren I'm sorry I don't like you like that and plus I'm leaving for summer. and he was like what about next year? Come on man did ya really think I was gonna say yes? Then Micheal told me on the bus today that he told him in 6th period that he might be going out with me! Ah I think not!!!

omg the behind hazil eyes by kelly clarkson is sooo made for me! I can't beleive how much it matches me!!! it's crazy think bout that next time u hear it!