trying not to cry
I'm pissed, upset, and confused. I knew this would happen. Thats why I've held it in for so long now.
Everytime I leave a light on, run the water too long, stay up to late....its "You need to get out on ur own and find your own place" coming out of my moms mouth.
So today, i finally tell her my plans to be on my own and its "IF YOU DO THAT YOU CAN JUST FORGET ABOUT ME, I'LL BE VERY UPSET IF YOU DO THIS"
Yeah, I told her I want to return to Cedar Point until I find a better job than what I have now that I would actually enjoy like I enjoy working at cp. WTF? I can't win. What does she want from me? I can't do this, I can't win, I want out...if this is what life is going to be like, I WANT OUT!
fuck
Everytime I leave a light on, run the water too long, stay up to late....its "You need to get out on ur own and find your own place" coming out of my moms mouth.
So today, i finally tell her my plans to be on my own and its "IF YOU DO THAT YOU CAN JUST FORGET ABOUT ME, I'LL BE VERY UPSET IF YOU DO THIS"
Yeah, I told her I want to return to Cedar Point until I find a better job than what I have now that I would actually enjoy like I enjoy working at cp. WTF? I can't win. What does she want from me? I can't do this, I can't win, I want out...if this is what life is going to be like, I WANT OUT!
fuck