Sigh
There are good things going on in my life right now. Very good things, actually. Even so, I've been dwelling on the bad. There's not that much bad, really, but what's there is having a noticeable impact.
To quote Robert Smith, "I don't know what's going on". A person who I consider to be a friend, and mind you, my definition is pretty strict, is not talking to me. I don't know why. They're anxious about an ongoing personal issue, but seem to be in relatively high spirits. Well, at least, that's the impression that I get from reading their posts. I offer my support, but it goes unanswered. I ask for some kind of contact, be it through PM, IM, e-mail, or a phone call, but I get nothing. I suspect that they've even put me on block on AIM. What have I done to deserve that?
I could simply be overreacting, but my life experience leads me to believe that I'm not. I trust this person to tell me if anything that I say or do upsets them in some way. I hope that trust is not misplaced. Now, to quote Trent Reznor, "I want so much to believe", but it's so hard, because I've been hurt a lot in the past.
This situation is upsetting, probably more so than it should be, but at least it tells me that I can still feel. Sometimes I think that's not a good thing.
Speaking of good things, I'll get into them later.
I'm going to get ready for bed now. Good night.
To quote Robert Smith, "I don't know what's going on". A person who I consider to be a friend, and mind you, my definition is pretty strict, is not talking to me. I don't know why. They're anxious about an ongoing personal issue, but seem to be in relatively high spirits. Well, at least, that's the impression that I get from reading their posts. I offer my support, but it goes unanswered. I ask for some kind of contact, be it through PM, IM, e-mail, or a phone call, but I get nothing. I suspect that they've even put me on block on AIM. What have I done to deserve that?
I could simply be overreacting, but my life experience leads me to believe that I'm not. I trust this person to tell me if anything that I say or do upsets them in some way. I hope that trust is not misplaced. Now, to quote Trent Reznor, "I want so much to believe", but it's so hard, because I've been hurt a lot in the past.
This situation is upsetting, probably more so than it should be, but at least it tells me that I can still feel. Sometimes I think that's not a good thing.
Speaking of good things, I'll get into them later.
I'm going to get ready for bed now. Good night.