here we go again..

[shattyrdxhopes]

so yet another night where i break down about leaving certain people and going away to school.
i am terrified of leaving him.
ive always had him and he has always had me and its gonna be so fucking weird moving on with my life without him.
he is my best-fucking-friend and he is always there when it counts and he may seem like an ass but thats because no one knows him the way i do.
well.. okay a couple people do but its a very few select people who really know him.
he knows the exact right thing to say sometimes to make me cry but in a good way.
its like.. leaving my twin freakin brother.. seriously
he is family

dont get me started on leaving my family.. oh god.
ill start crying again.lol
mom already has.

i think on the last day i pick up catie from daycare, im gonna plan a little girls day for us.
like take her to a movie and then dinner or something.lol
im gonna miss that little brat too

ughhh thank you meg for talking to meee
im still freakin out but i know it will be okay and ur right.
the friends that really love me, will find ways to stay intouch

ughh growing up is soooooo overrated!
lol

herkimer in .... two days!!! <3333 fdbgygekgebgrekb =]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]