something i just have to get off my chest
okay this is a weird entry cause i have been thinking about this alot lately
im a really nice person.
i hate when others feel bad even if they deserve it.
but these certain people really do.
i dont care if we were young and you guys were being stupid or whatever excuse i get from you
I DO NOT WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU ANYMORE!!!!!!
if i see you arund ill say hi and the famous "we need to get together"
but i will most likely never follow through cause i could careless
im not the bitch.
you guys put me through the worst shit in my life from 5th grade-middle of 9th.
you're the reason that i look in the mirror and i dont like what i see
you're the reason why when people put me down..i just take it cause thats what i always did
you're the reason im afraid to get to know people because you all made sure i felt like such shit for years and made sure that anytime any guy talked to me that you would humiliate me right infront of them. because you were scared stupid little bitches.
you knew that i was prettier and nicer and sweetier and that if i had confidence every single guy was gonna want to talk to me.. and you coudlnt handle that.
you were fine apart. whenever i hungout alone with like one of you we had a blast but the minute you were all together it was like the rights of passage to abuse me physically, mentally, and emotionally.
so no. i dont feel bad that i dont wanna rekindle old friendships with you stupid fucking girls.
i ended up with the best friends anyone could ask for and im fine with never seeing you guys again honestly.
some of you have apologized and thats all good but i cant just let it go. im not gonna make time to hangout. dont know why you would think i would.
but the ones who think im being a bitch for "ditching" you guys.... fuck you.
thats all i have to say.
im a really nice person.
i hate when others feel bad even if they deserve it.
but these certain people really do.
i dont care if we were young and you guys were being stupid or whatever excuse i get from you
I DO NOT WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU ANYMORE!!!!!!
if i see you arund ill say hi and the famous "we need to get together"
but i will most likely never follow through cause i could careless
im not the bitch.
you guys put me through the worst shit in my life from 5th grade-middle of 9th.
you're the reason that i look in the mirror and i dont like what i see
you're the reason why when people put me down..i just take it cause thats what i always did
you're the reason im afraid to get to know people because you all made sure i felt like such shit for years and made sure that anytime any guy talked to me that you would humiliate me right infront of them. because you were scared stupid little bitches.
you knew that i was prettier and nicer and sweetier and that if i had confidence every single guy was gonna want to talk to me.. and you coudlnt handle that.
you were fine apart. whenever i hungout alone with like one of you we had a blast but the minute you were all together it was like the rights of passage to abuse me physically, mentally, and emotionally.
so no. i dont feel bad that i dont wanna rekindle old friendships with you stupid fucking girls.
i ended up with the best friends anyone could ask for and im fine with never seeing you guys again honestly.
some of you have apologized and thats all good but i cant just let it go. im not gonna make time to hangout. dont know why you would think i would.
but the ones who think im being a bitch for "ditching" you guys.... fuck you.
thats all i have to say.