hello, depression

[shatterstripes]

This weekend, I felt like shit. Sore throat, runny nose, I had a cold. So I spent it on the beanbag chair playing video games. I’d been invited to a party but “getting on a bus with a head full of snot for a half hour so I could go sneeze on people who are gathering to try and have some fun” didn’t sound like a good idea for anyone involved.

I got

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[dustmeat]

If moving back here helps you out, I am all for it. But after taking three trains to visit my boyfriend yesterday it is a hard place if you do not drive.

Where is the joy in Seattle? Is it in the people?

[shatterstripes]

When I dream of moving back to LA, I dream of moving back to Santa Monica, a brief and pleasant bike ride away from the beach. Ain't no way I'm moving back to Burbank if I can help it.

Really, Seattle was a compromise. I wanted to move back to LA, but the boyfriends wanted to move to Seattle where a bunch of their friends were. The West Coast, even up here, is vastly preferable to the East Coast for me. We've broken up now, and I've got a few friends here of my own - but mostly it's inertia that's keeping me here. Moving's a big hassle.