grrr

[shattering_wind]

so i'm a little upset, b/c i planned on going back to ohio july 18-22nd (which is a monday through friday; thinking that would help out at the store b/c it's not a weekend).....i almost bought my plane tickets the other day; good thing i didn't. i go into work today and cheryls's talking to me and is like "you know that week we talked about you taking off; well it's not going to work out b/c now i have to go to connecticut for the company" i'm like what!? mind you i have already started telling people i was going to come back then; and kinda made some tenitive plans. so this whole connecticut thing is taking cheryl out of the store for an extra 2 weeks; then when she gets back she leaves on ANOTHER vacation! what the hell! she can go on like 10 vacations in 6 months and this is only like the 2nd time i'm requesting off a somewhat long time. so now i'm not going to be able to go back to ohio until august; b/c i figure that would work out better if i just waited; and go a couple weeks before school starts again; but still; like i was going to be able to see johnny when i was back; now i have to figure out when he'll be there in august so i can hopefully meet up with him then; but it feels like forever from now anyways. plus i was going to do fittings on karla in july then in august get the final to her; now i'm going to be fitting her in august and having to sew the final while i'm there and give it to her; blah! i wanted time to put into this....

i'm just a little irate right now; sorry for the ranting...

~~jai