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hm. i feel like i should blog something, but my mind feels full & unsure what to blog.
school is uber busy. i've got 4 papers i need to finish by the end of next week. yikes. 2 of them i haven't even started. eep.
seems like i'm getting less and less sleep these days. but i will catch up on sleep soon!
i'm pretty nearly (about 95%) convinced that my roommate is stealing money from me. it's very frustrating. today is the first day i've seen him since i figured it out. it's been 3 days. right now i'm sitting in my room, with the door open & i can hear him just across the hall, singing. and i'm just really mad because i'm pretty positive that he stole money from me & it's hard for me to talk to or interact with him. i never suspected he would do anything like that ever. it's very hurtful & frustrating. i brought it up with my landlord that i "had money go missing", not accusing anyone. my landlord asked him & he didn't know anything about it. obviously.
so, it's just very awkward right now & i don't know how to go against my landlord & tell him that this guy is definitely stealing from me. it sucks. worst of all, it was money that was in my tithe envelope. stealing from the church...and this guy is supposed to be a christian (i mean not to suggest that christians never screw up, but to violate someone deeply like this, and moreso the church is an act of a person who's heart is in a strange place). i mean, either he stole the money or he let a guest roam around the house & a guest stole the money. there's only 2 options. and either way, he's responsible for it.
i want to move out & get a new place very soon. hopefully scott will be able to room with me somewhere. i wanna move out in a couple weeks, if possible.
i'm hungry. and i want to cook. and there's tension here. and i hate this.
i just want to pack up my stuff & move today.
gah.
school is uber busy. i've got 4 papers i need to finish by the end of next week. yikes. 2 of them i haven't even started. eep.
seems like i'm getting less and less sleep these days. but i will catch up on sleep soon!
i'm pretty nearly (about 95%) convinced that my roommate is stealing money from me. it's very frustrating. today is the first day i've seen him since i figured it out. it's been 3 days. right now i'm sitting in my room, with the door open & i can hear him just across the hall, singing. and i'm just really mad because i'm pretty positive that he stole money from me & it's hard for me to talk to or interact with him. i never suspected he would do anything like that ever. it's very hurtful & frustrating. i brought it up with my landlord that i "had money go missing", not accusing anyone. my landlord asked him & he didn't know anything about it. obviously.
so, it's just very awkward right now & i don't know how to go against my landlord & tell him that this guy is definitely stealing from me. it sucks. worst of all, it was money that was in my tithe envelope. stealing from the church...and this guy is supposed to be a christian (i mean not to suggest that christians never screw up, but to violate someone deeply like this, and moreso the church is an act of a person who's heart is in a strange place). i mean, either he stole the money or he let a guest roam around the house & a guest stole the money. there's only 2 options. and either way, he's responsible for it.
i want to move out & get a new place very soon. hopefully scott will be able to room with me somewhere. i wanna move out in a couple weeks, if possible.
i'm hungry. and i want to cook. and there's tension here. and i hate this.
i just want to pack up my stuff & move today.
gah.