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hey out there, lj world.
i've been absent from here for some time now. feels like the days just move by fast. every few days i get to jump on here and read what everyone posts. sadly, i don't usually have anything to say, but i like reading about what's going on in people's lives & minds.
so, this girlfriend business.
her name is Audrey, and she's absolutely the sweetest girls ever(and this is a sore understatement). we've been dating for about 3 weeks now, but it feels like it's been so many months. i feel like i wanna say more, but i'm just a bit tired right now, so i just wanted to jump on and swing a quick little update for you all out there.
school has been busy. it's a lot of work to get accustomed to...or rather to which i must be re-acclimated. i find myself very unmotivated when it comes to school work. it just takes longer for me to complete it.
there's a lot of new things & new opportunities coming my way & i'm just trying to sort of manage as i try to figure out what paths i will be taking in the coming year. lots of financial stuff could be particularly rough on me. job is stressful & doesn't pay enough. school is time-consuming & wearisome. and i want to make time for Audrey. there's lots of decisions regarding school, jobs & future(girl) that will probably be coming up within the next year, which is a lot to decide & it's hard to know the right step to take.
and i know these aren't massive crazy intense things i'm dealing with. i'm not facing hardships that people are facing. but it's significant in my world & i want to make good & right decisions for the future, especially when it involves someone other than just myself. i hope i don't sound like i'm complaining. cause i'm not trying to complain.
but my heart feels full. and i know i'm in the right place in this moment. so, i suppose it's just one day at a time, one step at a time.
i've been absent from here for some time now. feels like the days just move by fast. every few days i get to jump on here and read what everyone posts. sadly, i don't usually have anything to say, but i like reading about what's going on in people's lives & minds.
so, this girlfriend business.
her name is Audrey, and she's absolutely the sweetest girls ever(and this is a sore understatement). we've been dating for about 3 weeks now, but it feels like it's been so many months. i feel like i wanna say more, but i'm just a bit tired right now, so i just wanted to jump on and swing a quick little update for you all out there.
school has been busy. it's a lot of work to get accustomed to...or rather to which i must be re-acclimated. i find myself very unmotivated when it comes to school work. it just takes longer for me to complete it.
there's a lot of new things & new opportunities coming my way & i'm just trying to sort of manage as i try to figure out what paths i will be taking in the coming year. lots of financial stuff could be particularly rough on me. job is stressful & doesn't pay enough. school is time-consuming & wearisome. and i want to make time for Audrey. there's lots of decisions regarding school, jobs & future(girl) that will probably be coming up within the next year, which is a lot to decide & it's hard to know the right step to take.
and i know these aren't massive crazy intense things i'm dealing with. i'm not facing hardships that people are facing. but it's significant in my world & i want to make good & right decisions for the future, especially when it involves someone other than just myself. i hope i don't sound like i'm complaining. cause i'm not trying to complain.
but my heart feels full. and i know i'm in the right place in this moment. so, i suppose it's just one day at a time, one step at a time.