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Every once in a while all the sadness and frustration and anger that i bottle up inside just violently bursts out of me in a literal fit. I pull my hair out, throw things, end up crying in a little ball on the floor....
Like this morning before work. And I was still only 15 minutes late.
I told my sister I hate myself and I want to die. She started crying while she was trying to talk to me to calm me down.
I realized today that I'm very spiritual but that I have a grudge against whatever my concept is of God. He obviously hates me.
Like this morning before work. And I was still only 15 minutes late.
I told my sister I hate myself and I want to die. She started crying while she was trying to talk to me to calm me down.
I realized today that I'm very spiritual but that I have a grudge against whatever my concept is of God. He obviously hates me.