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i just woke up and the first thing i did was come on here to look on myspace again. about the juliana theory. just to see if i was hallucinating.
i wasn't.
the juliana theory is dead. it has nothing to do with the members, they're all fine. it just has to do with music labels and how they all fucking SUCK.
last night when i found this out, i was driving down liberty ave. with meghan and meghan found out via telephone by kelly hayes. i screamed. i almost crashed the car. i cried. i pretty much lost one of my best friends at that moment.
some people might think i am lame for being this upset about it, but in all reality... it wasn't the music that really clung to me as much as it was the memories and connections i have through them.
i'll never forget the first time i heard them...i was 15..and meghan had their cd in and i pretty much fell in love right there. she got me that cd for my birthday. that soon became "our band" with a huge group of my friends. it wasn't just a show we went to...it was a show a group of 15-20 people went to.
all of our friends from church. yep , that's right. our church friends. and those shows were amazing.
since then i have accrued 928374 things from them. my friend won tickets to go to the "rosebud" for an acoustic show and gave me his tickets. i have posters, ticket stubs, stickers, pins, a hoodie that someone stole and i'll never find or have back...
when i was 16, i got my first boyfriend. ever. his name was jon. that was our band. that was what we bonded over. our song wasby that band "you always say goodnight, goodnight". i had so many unbelievably good memories with him and that band. everytime i hear them, i think of him.
and of being 16. this entry isn't as good as i was hoping itd be but i just woke up and i'm not in the right mindset right now. kelly had an amazing entry up and described hers a lot better.
every single song has a different memory. every single one of them. from understand this is a dream to love.
i've never really lost interest in them since their music started to become a little different but i started to not listen to their new stuff as much. i havent heard 'deadbeat sweetheart' which depresses me.
all i know is that when i found out TJT died, a piece of me died with them.
they were my band.
i saw them so many times when they came to pittsburgh.
probably like 10 or something. if not more.
i haven't seen them in over a year & now i can't. ever.
i really don't even think this makes sense. i'm a mess right now.
i need someone to cheer me up. at 5:30am last night i was about to call christian cuz i think his voice is the only thing that could cheer me up at this moment.
i'm so fucking depressed.
rip the juliana theory. 1997-2006.
i wasn't.
the juliana theory is dead. it has nothing to do with the members, they're all fine. it just has to do with music labels and how they all fucking SUCK.
last night when i found this out, i was driving down liberty ave. with meghan and meghan found out via telephone by kelly hayes. i screamed. i almost crashed the car. i cried. i pretty much lost one of my best friends at that moment.
some people might think i am lame for being this upset about it, but in all reality... it wasn't the music that really clung to me as much as it was the memories and connections i have through them.
i'll never forget the first time i heard them...i was 15..and meghan had their cd in and i pretty much fell in love right there. she got me that cd for my birthday. that soon became "our band" with a huge group of my friends. it wasn't just a show we went to...it was a show a group of 15-20 people went to.
all of our friends from church. yep , that's right. our church friends. and those shows were amazing.
since then i have accrued 928374 things from them. my friend won tickets to go to the "rosebud" for an acoustic show and gave me his tickets. i have posters, ticket stubs, stickers, pins, a hoodie that someone stole and i'll never find or have back...
when i was 16, i got my first boyfriend. ever. his name was jon. that was our band. that was what we bonded over. our song wasby that band "you always say goodnight, goodnight". i had so many unbelievably good memories with him and that band. everytime i hear them, i think of him.
and of being 16. this entry isn't as good as i was hoping itd be but i just woke up and i'm not in the right mindset right now. kelly had an amazing entry up and described hers a lot better.
every single song has a different memory. every single one of them. from understand this is a dream to love.
i've never really lost interest in them since their music started to become a little different but i started to not listen to their new stuff as much. i havent heard 'deadbeat sweetheart' which depresses me.
all i know is that when i found out TJT died, a piece of me died with them.
they were my band.
i saw them so many times when they came to pittsburgh.
probably like 10 or something. if not more.
i haven't seen them in over a year & now i can't. ever.
i really don't even think this makes sense. i'm a mess right now.
i need someone to cheer me up. at 5:30am last night i was about to call christian cuz i think his voice is the only thing that could cheer me up at this moment.
i'm so fucking depressed.
rip the juliana theory. 1997-2006.