*It's been far too long*
Holy Crap...I almost forgot I had this thing!! I guess I've just been extremely busy lately, and yeah. Oh well though, I'm back and ready to update I guess you could say.
Just to sum everything up, life is basically like a rollercoaster. You never know where its going to take you. I've had so many ups and downs lately its crazy!! I guess you could just say I'm one confused individual. Mainly about relationships, but then again, what person my age isnt confused about that kind of stuff? So really I shouldnt be worried about it, cause I know it will eventually work itself out. It just sucks when you have all sorts of feelings for someone yet you cant express it because it would only cause non stop drama...I dont know. I guess only time will tell...
So Knightingales competition season is over and has been for about a month now. We finished our competition season well. We were only points away from making it into finals at State...and I'm almost positive that we would have made it if our back drop would have fit through the freakin doors at Ball State...ahh well though, I'm not complaining cause I'm so happy for the group no matter what. We worked hard and gave it our best! And all our hard work payed off because this was our best year EVER.
Panama was awesome by the way. It was basically non stop partying the whole time! =) I layed out on the beach everyday with Shauna, Jamie, and Rachel...and alot of people that we met down there...it was great, and I already miss it so much!! The beach was beautiful...white sand and crystal blue/green water...ahh!! And all the people down there were so friendly and outgoing!! And our condo was awesome!! Not to mention our room was the party place!! Every night there were so many people in our room just drinking and having a good time, it was great. Kind of ironic since our room number was 2006 and yeah, it was Spring Break 2006...so we all say it was destined for us to party hard. Haha.
Prom was this past Saturday and I had a blast. I went with Brandon cause he's like my best friend and I knew that we would have a fun time together. We were in a group of about 20 people and we had about 3 limos to take us places =) We went out to eat at Nagasaki, which was awesome! I had never been there until then and I loved it. They cook your food right in front of you and do a little show...and I found out that sushi isnt that bad!! haha, I've always been afraid to try it but I said screw it, and yeah, it wasnt bad! After that we went to the dance and it was alot of fun and everyone there looked so nice!! I'm just sad now that it's over!! lol
And last but not least...Graduation...I have about a month and one week until I'm finished with High School forever. I'm excited yet dreading it at the same time. I know I'm going to have so much more freedom but at the same time I dont feel ready. I feel like everything has happened so fast and I wish I had more time to prepare myself. I'm going to Roger's Beauty College and taking business classes at IVY Tech...so that is going to take up a majority of my time. I have a couple friends who want to split the cost of an appartment, but I really dont know if that's what I want to do just yet. Like, I dont want to rush into things too quickly and regret them. I love living here at my house, cause I love the atmosphere, and the comfort my Grandparents give me. I would miss that way too much if I was to move out immediatly after high school. I dont know. I just have huge decisions to make and it seems like there is never enough time to think them through and find out what the best decision is...
Just to sum everything up, life is basically like a rollercoaster. You never know where its going to take you. I've had so many ups and downs lately its crazy!! I guess you could just say I'm one confused individual. Mainly about relationships, but then again, what person my age isnt confused about that kind of stuff? So really I shouldnt be worried about it, cause I know it will eventually work itself out. It just sucks when you have all sorts of feelings for someone yet you cant express it because it would only cause non stop drama...I dont know. I guess only time will tell...
So Knightingales competition season is over and has been for about a month now. We finished our competition season well. We were only points away from making it into finals at State...and I'm almost positive that we would have made it if our back drop would have fit through the freakin doors at Ball State...ahh well though, I'm not complaining cause I'm so happy for the group no matter what. We worked hard and gave it our best! And all our hard work payed off because this was our best year EVER.
Panama was awesome by the way. It was basically non stop partying the whole time! =) I layed out on the beach everyday with Shauna, Jamie, and Rachel...and alot of people that we met down there...it was great, and I already miss it so much!! The beach was beautiful...white sand and crystal blue/green water...ahh!! And all the people down there were so friendly and outgoing!! And our condo was awesome!! Not to mention our room was the party place!! Every night there were so many people in our room just drinking and having a good time, it was great. Kind of ironic since our room number was 2006 and yeah, it was Spring Break 2006...so we all say it was destined for us to party hard. Haha.
Prom was this past Saturday and I had a blast. I went with Brandon cause he's like my best friend and I knew that we would have a fun time together. We were in a group of about 20 people and we had about 3 limos to take us places =) We went out to eat at Nagasaki, which was awesome! I had never been there until then and I loved it. They cook your food right in front of you and do a little show...and I found out that sushi isnt that bad!! haha, I've always been afraid to try it but I said screw it, and yeah, it wasnt bad! After that we went to the dance and it was alot of fun and everyone there looked so nice!! I'm just sad now that it's over!! lol
And last but not least...Graduation...I have about a month and one week until I'm finished with High School forever. I'm excited yet dreading it at the same time. I know I'm going to have so much more freedom but at the same time I dont feel ready. I feel like everything has happened so fast and I wish I had more time to prepare myself. I'm going to Roger's Beauty College and taking business classes at IVY Tech...so that is going to take up a majority of my time. I have a couple friends who want to split the cost of an appartment, but I really dont know if that's what I want to do just yet. Like, I dont want to rush into things too quickly and regret them. I love living here at my house, cause I love the atmosphere, and the comfort my Grandparents give me. I would miss that way too much if I was to move out immediatly after high school. I dont know. I just have huge decisions to make and it seems like there is never enough time to think them through and find out what the best decision is...