*too much silence can be misleading*

[shatterdstarz06]

Woooow! I dont even know where to start...everything is crazy right now! We had a little "family meeting" yesterday and apparently we might have to move to Ontario, California!!! Only a few of my close friends know what is wrong with my Uncle Barry, but his health is basically deteriorating at a fast pace. He moved to Indianapolis the beginning of last year to be near a hospital that specializes with his disease...Even since then, things have gotten alot worse for him and his health, so there is a possibility that he may be transfered to another hospital that is more advanced, which so happens to be in California...which means, we would all move there for support. Even though, there is no cure for his disease, the treatments will slow the process down, and hopefully let him live the rest of his life to the fullest. It use to hurt me alot to talk about this, and even hear people joke about it...but as I've grown older, I've learned to accept the way things are.

I think moving to Cali has its pros and cons, which basically everything does. I would miss all my friends sooo incredibly much!!! I dont know what I would do without them...that's basically the only thing that frightens me, if we do have to move... =( I mean, I've lived in this small town, Newburgh, all my life...and I just think it would be a HUGE transition...moving from here, to Ontario, which is right outside of Los Angelas! So yeah, BIG CITY! But then, it would be great for my Uncle, and my Grandparents. Blah! I dont know, life is so freakin crazy and unpredictable.

=)...I am so confused... =(